pictures update

Tall ships are in town!!

 

Jazz Festival in Market Square

me and darling

pals

family

tennis day

cant hit it, might as well kick it!!

whack!

privacy and security

did the second presentation on internet privacy and security....and im skeptical to let out here, esp those entries written when i was emotional and bitter and i bitched n bitched bout others, days later they will be removed, just so ppls wont find out n gossip years later...

theres one particular person that i wanna bitch reeeeaaaal bad right now!!

so where can I actually let myself out with 100% privacy, dont tell me to shout at the ocean n mountains....damn it! my head hurts,,

"dudes" and "doggs"

been hanging out with "dudes" and "doggs" lately,woke up 6 this morning to go "shh shh", one slept on the floor, where the entrance is with his shoes on (n he wasnt drunk last night),one was on a single seat couch, another one on recliner, there was one on the floor b4 i slept but he went to the room n had the whole bed!! hehe smarttt...and darling taken over the big blue sofa. I was like : WHAT HAPPENED?! then cranked up the heater coz i didnt hv enough blankets for all of them.

ahhhh im so busy with work n school and housework is driving me crazy!!

I want....

a surfboard
to go surfing at least 10 times this summer
more chocolates to cheer me up
more work outs (dilemma)
to visit london , air fare is incredibly cheap
willium hungs courage
to buy all the painting tools n start painting
to win an Ipod
make more money n spend less so i could send some home
make more girlfriends etc...

ok , i wanna go eat lunch now!

im empty

Im unbalanced, my ego had grown so much for the past year ,think been surrounded by too many ego men...freak'ng me out!!sighhhh i need girlfriends!! to go shopping with, to gossip gossip with, to get my feminine back!!

benefit

I was struggling to go meeting today, but I did, almost got run over by this car n the lady inside gave me a look, and it turned out she was one of the members too, we chatted n shes an electrical engineer in the canada military. shes looking for a intern student from the fall to next spring..n I was offered!!guess thats my benefit of coming out again..

jaymy is real ill in the hospital, hope she gets well soon.

BIG SCREEN

hehehehe finally!!

Evaluation Forms

went through my presentation evaluation forms written by well....the class,these r the weaknesses and almost empty on strengths.

too much data
need more eye contact
read too much off slides
too informative
fonts on slides too small (sit closer then, why all stayed at the back???)
avoid "um"s, more practice (huh!?)
confusing flow
note: im giving 2's by default (2=average) (what the heck!?)
u used some notation tha twe didnt understand (!!!??????)
LONG! (*faint*)


Overall, I did poorly .told u im not good at public speaking, i was so shy that i didtn even look at the audience hehhe nola the truth is I didnt prepare well, If u need to read all the notes in such short time how can u look at the audience leh?
got two more coming up....

One extreme to another

morning...
you guys made me looked like a total fool during the meeting with profs. What do u mean u forgot to call me along for group discussion? you have my number? u know bryan! the number u called when u needed help to move? the number u call when u needed a job!?! and how dare u slammed that fucking money on my table? tried spending 3 hours in staples to photocopy the entire text book and I dont owe you nothing u know? nobody owes you anything!! We dont have be taken out whenever you r stressed out! and I dont need u guys to do the project, i could ask to do it myself!! What a frustrating day! but the thought of coming home to darling just made everything better...

.......

evening...
dinner at pops & mom, ayam masak merah was soooo good, then had tau fu fa for dessert and went for swim....I have a family here!!! had a nice chat with mom tonight and the evening turned out so great.


its funny how the day just switched from one extreme to another....

Vancouver trip

I know I know , I ve been having damn alot of trips this year and it ll keep coming...actually is pretty stressful...haha, the reason we went over to vancouver was to bring fen there b4 she takes off..

stayed with hebert n grace, such a wonderful family...and their son, David is soo talented, he s only 16 and he already composed like 2 albums, rap music though but we all liked it....we bought a cd from him coz sometime he sell them in school.

went to capilano suspension bridge, (but i think FRIM is better) , aquarium, stanley park, canada place, gas town , chinatown etc.... and we only had two nights with day and a half. tats why i called it stressful....

anyway click Here for pic

sighhhh its been so quiet since fen left...

 

presentation

been working on my presentation yesterday , got it presented this morning and i think i read too much, geez it was 15 mins long and im weak in public speaking.(well i know all of u prolly will disagree) but im kinda shy u know....all n all i managed to throw in a lil joke and my topic was Mobile networks n technologies.I wasnt as nervous as I thought I would be.

What the heck! headed to ferry terminal after that class and we r going to vancouver!!!

blur n shopping day

I cant believe how hot these few days are, for 3 days continuously karen has been saying: " this is the hottest day ever since I ve been to Canada", yes one day is warmer than the other!! SO!!!! I gotto get some summer clothes hehehehe. Went shopping on saturday n....

look! how "summer" are these?

and a tube top ( can be worn as a skirt too!!!)

HOW PATHETIC AM I? took a bus home after work sunday morning and I think is the alcohol last night, I got out from the bus and started walking......walk walk walk, how come it seemed so far ?? tot is only a block away? passed one roundabout,two....three....no..this isnt right....IM WALKING TOWARDS THE OTHER WAY!!??! soooo pissed off!! how could I possible not aware of that? I been walking on that street like million times!! BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOL!.

got these books on the way back, guess they must be free junk left from the garage sale yesterday.

bon fire nite

before we headed to Jims, stopped by sticky wicket for pool

GUESS WHAT!! I got this from the first attempt to those dolls clamping machine,I ve never got anything from those...with the hope of getting more dolls, we ended up spending 8$ (1$ each)

Now we r at Jimbos

jamming n dancing on the hottest night!!

candes n me, shes such a sweetheart

group pic

look tats the fire!!

Jim :" hey dude! more shots?"

 

I was so drunk and we reached home about 430 morning and i hv to work 5 hours later.....

"White" party

went to przemek surprise birthday party today, arrived at 7,tot we were late but we were the first to arrive!? Przemek showed up at 8.30,and he was totally knocked out.
Thank god daniel came with me or else I ll be the only one coz none of those i know came? Keith has a party to attend in vancouver; Andrew is in calgary; Mike had to work and Gordon is sick.

Overall, it turned out great after couple of beers but this party is damn "white" though if u know what I mean.

Archie's pals

food journal

first i would like to present few of the hot meals at Moxie's, our favourite restaurant in town

Tandoori chicken pizza

now this is the hottest!!! my favourite mustard swiss lamb, yumm!!

sushi platter at korean restaurant

half roasted chicken

grilled chicken with hollandnaise sauce

cabonara pasta

giant platter *slurps*, extreme burger n some kinda steak salad

end of Moxies, P/S: we didnt have all this in one time....

Later supper at fountain, looks good? but really the food sucks! u can tell by my face

best cajun chicken wing in town at Paul's

nicely cut oranges at korean garden

Next , this is the breakfasts made by my lovey dovey darling

pancake + lotsa whipped cream + fruits

pancake + bacon + maple syrup, typical canadian breakfast

garlic toast + claim chowder

perogies + sausages + fruits

 

french toast + special scamble eggs + fruits

good ol' american breakfast

ham&bacon omelette

End of breakfast list by chef Liu, Thank you so much darling...

 

lastly,picnic at sooke potholes

we have some boiled sweetcorns,fruit salad, chicken salad, egg sandwiches ,pork chop and  sunshine

 

ok end of photo journal, will keep them coming though.....

DONT BE JEALOUS! haha

tofino trip photos

here r the photos

drive to tofino was wet and beautiful!!

first nite: chill n jammin on the coldest night



second nite : yay! we got a hotel room!!

our 7th anniverssary dinner

third day: we going surfing!!



HERE WE GO!

returning boards n gears b4 going home

stopped by malahat highway for quick photo session

just in time for uncle steve's birthday dinner. look!we got sun burnt!!!

 

and lastly, my perfect lasagne and ke leh fe mashed potato

wanna wish san happy belated birthday!!

tofino trip on the long weekend.

came back from tofino surf camp trip. The drive up to tofino was beautiful!!! Below r the fun and frustration things that happened .

fun:-
1.our 7th anniverssary
2.surfing with darling n keith,big swell
3.eat n eat
4.good frens-Nate, Keith and Jass is alot of fun!!

frustration:-
1.raining ,windy, cold . sucks for camping!
2.hole in a tent in the middle of the night and it was raining heavily,darling sleeping bag is soaked n wet.
3. drive in town bout 4 in the morning to look for place to stay. went to all the hotels motels but couldnt find one.and we decided to try those 5 star hotel.finally found one at 6 but we have to wait till 7 b4 we could check in. slept in the van for an hour and we were told the room is full again!!GGGRRRRR!!! went to another one and it was suppose to be the last one we ll try but thank god there was vacancy. ocean view, we could see surfers riding waves from our room. from one extreme to another, we were living in this heaven for the second night.
4.got bully by those big waves, got smacked by my 9.2" surfboard on my face. got bad back becoz a big wiped out stretched my feet to my ears, bad throat, now my palms r injuired.


I know this sounds like more frustrations than fun but i would say is quite an experience and we still had fuN inspite on jimbo s mood swing and the shitty weather.

stupid format

I have to rewrite my work term transfer report and big chances of the one i just submitted too!!! becoz of stupid format!?!?!?

what the heck! im going surfing this weekend, deal with it later...

Perfect lasagne

met jims cousin keith yesterday, such a good guy , his mom just passed away not too long ago....bought everybody dinner coz i was too lazy to cook and jim bought some cold shots, and he sneaked the beers in the restaurant and we drank it out of the tea cup, we called it special tea...

stomach felt sick today, think i had food poisoning , left work earlier , skipped class. made lasagne and mashed potato for dinner tonight....ooooo it was soooooooo good!! minced chicken ,tomatoes, spinach, mushrooms,bacons...yum~

im stuffed!!! pheew~ wanted to go for walk but is raining out there.

galloping goose trail

went over to jimbo s place last night, we drank, we sang, we played guitar n drums. nice family! alot of fun...karen was so drunk and i had to hold a empty pain pail in the car incase she needs to throw up. she couldnt even walk and darling had to carry her.

worked today, stupid cheap boss! told me to stay for extra 10 mins coz i arrived late , what about those time that i stayed longer??? fucking cheap cheap cheap!!
went biking at galloping goose trail,this time we started from langford and our destination is sooke, but we didnt make it all the way up there coz those bikes we borrowed from jim last night arent that good,stopped by at glen lake for kfc b4 we start our ride . knees hurted and got so tired...so we only made it to medison lake.ride back was pain in the butt!! i mean literally!!

uncle steve bought dinner at korean garden. and im fucking tired!

ffk

supposed to be working for this lady this morning, i was right infront of her apartment and i felt sick in my stomach, menstrual pain, for some reason darling knew i didnt feel like working (duh!! very much so!) and he turned back after dropping me off and caught me still standing there...so i hopped into the car n off we go, i didnt call her ,and didnt pick up her call too...haha i didnt know wat to say, "ermmm miss, i don like working for u?", tats the truth! she kept standing besides me when im working and give comments..i hated that!! and she was the one dragged me extra 10 mins and paid me extra 4$ for it , what she didnt know is i got a parking ticket becoz of that 10 mins!!

avoid avoid avoid, she called again n karen told her to call back at 8 coz i was down at the store while darling n his family went shop for car n hps. Eventually she got me and i didnt know wat to say and i said im going again tomorrow morning...

how FAI is that!?GRRRRRR!!

new stuff!!

I got new MP3 player and new glasses (coz i lost my old one) and i trusted my sis to pick the frame for me...I havent looked at it yet but darling said "is a interesting one,u definately cant just get it frm anywhere else" errrr what does tat suppose to mean? yea they arrived from msia with in laws. As for the MP3 player, is a gift from karen ,nothing great but at least it will keep me company during cardio machines sessions , during bus ride and walk.

darling also got 3 new shirts from his mother in law.

Im so annoyed by somebody

bitch!

tried to be friendly yesterday during engr econ, approached these girls asked them bout the text book...and one of them is super unfriendly!!! as though i stepped on her tail!!??

saw her again today,wanted to smile at her and she fucking rolled her eyes n looked away!?!?!!? wat have i ever done to her?! i dont even know her! STUPID BITCH!so damn pissed off!!

Yen nee has arrived in london,im sure they r having a good time...*wink~*

butchart garden

this is my third time to butchart garden already and damn! i missed those roses again.64 pictures were taken ,haha go visit at my yahoo photos.
Is a tiring day I had a long nap...

got a msg from Tana and she told me to go work at 9 instead of 10, so i went in sunday morning at 910 and she told me to stay till 1210. ok fair enough! but i worked for 2 1/4 hours on tuesday and she didnt pay me for that 1/4 hours!?

im not calculative if ur not cheap!well i kept my mouth shut anyway~

im a dumb ass

went to another new client s place, suppose to be 4 hours clean....

lady:" I was wondering if i could get a photocopy of ur driving license with your address in it?"
in my heart was like: ohh oooo~
*pretend to search in wallet*
me:" OH MY GOD! I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT BRING IT WITH ME!!"
lady laughed:"thats ok, just bring it the next time u come"
in my heart : SHHHHHHHHHHIIITTTTT!
me:"errr...actually i dont hv a driving license, been driving around without it"
*paused...*
lady:"ok just bring a mail with ur name in it"
me: " ok..."

this has been bugging me the whole day!!!

wat a dumb ass am i?

I got nothing from girl time :(

last year was the first time i went to girl time, is a cosmetic event in the bay, there are lotsa prizes to be won and i only found that out last year when i won a two nights stay at a 5 star hotel in town ,worth 250$!!!!!
so this year went with intention of winning something again!! but hell no!!!! sighhhhhhhhh but my sister got a male n female perfume basket though, fcuk n hugo boss..sooo at least we walked away with something (but just not mine) hehehe

i dunno if u guys believe in sixth sense esp from a woman, i knew i was gonna get something when they were doing the draw last year and i did, for some reason ,last night i felt karen was gonna get something but not me, and the creepy thing is....when she was holding the draw in her hand, i told karen, now this is yours, i could feel it.........and IT WAS HERS!!!!!!!! creepy creepy~

anyway we had fun! lotsa food n wines

weekend

went out on saturday night to legends(dance club) after dinner at moxie's. well it was kinda boring ...anyway, on sunday after two hours work at B&B , we went up to sooke potheholes, picnic, hiking, rock climbing(sort of)...was really fun...then feng dropped my sun glasses into the water fall , thank god the water wasnt too deep and it was a nice sunny day, but still the water is freezing cold and my legs went numb just being in the water for like 20 seconds....then again...feng fell and i tot she was gonna be drifted away by the current...but she s fine of coz!

anyway here r the nice photos taken : http://photos.yahoo.com/nicole_sulee

after a splended weekend, school started yesterday and prof for elec310 is like 85 years old? ohh i hope he s easier than mcguire.

terry wanted to sell us his 3 years old 32"tv + stand for 450$? mmm i dont think so!ate damn alot this two days!

bacon+pancake+maple syrup=perfect combination!

bacon n pancake with maple syrup for breakfast!! slurrrrrp! darling made it, breakfast is taken care by him these days...
going to montys(strip club) tonight after gym...talking bout gym, classes in phoenix sucks! nothing like FF ...ahhh how i wish there r opening one here sometime soon.

andrew r planning on a trip to tofino end of next month...will camp by the beach, saw the list of activities, is really fun!! going to surf big time!! but is not confirmed yet since darling has to talk to his parent bout taking care of the store for few days.

went the bay to check out for mom 's down + wind proof jacket, found one but they r kinda out of her price range, the thing is , that price is pretty good for that type of jacket, is the warmest u could find! so, that will be mother's day present...

痛！

怎么短短两个月，你改变那么大呢？
这种感觉很熟悉。。。在长的时间我们也试过。
你一而再三的说是我的不是，指责我，怨我。
我自问已经尽量的补偿与改过所谓的不是。

我真的这么自私吗？

what a bad day!

Wahh!!!run two places today! esp the second place, i worked for two hours and got 30 bucks, and i gotto kept running down to plug in meters, but i was just 8 minutes late becoz she dragged me for that!!! AND I GOT A FUCKING TICKET!!! I was sooooooo pissed that ticket costed me 15 bucks !!

work

started work today, incase y'all dunno, house cleaning is my part time job...yes and i got paid 15$ an hour, hehehe!!

was so happy to see khan's family, sara n amal gave me a big hug , i got them some purses from malaysia, bila grew so much....was so happy to see them.

ahh tired tired today, slept bout 230 am last night coz of "kam zi yuk yip" im soooo addicted to that drama series.went to uvic picked up my report, got them printed out and gotto start working on my log book , then im all set to hand them in!! god bless me!!!!

hate jetlag!!

AHHHHHHHH im awake again!! yesterday was 330am, day b4 yesterday was almost 4, this time 130am!!! I hate jetlag!!!!! but how come fen is sleeping like a pig??

这个夏天有着落

超闷啊，今早三点多就起床了，总算把 report打完了，pheeeeeew!!
煲了一堡粥做早点，然后看“金枝欲彝”，蛮深的，有些听不明白，可是还不错。
差不多七点多睡了下去。九点被吵醒，原来老公不知我煲了粥，已准备好早餐。
好啦！今晚晚餐有着落。。。

花了半天时间register，终于通过了！好野！！！register了四个课程。
真好！这个夏天也有着落了！！

闷

两个月的大假放完了！可是怎么我还觉得不足够呢？人往往都是贪心的。。。真贱！
要不是老公在这儿独自一个人（蛮可怜的),我才不会回来这鬼地方呢！！
我的心还真野，怎么办呢？？？真闷！

口袋以洗清洗光了，唉..生性啦..阿莉！！

Home

Im home...:( no more fitness first, no more yum cha, no more partying, no more....

but i havent had enough!?

oh by the way! i got a DKNY Be Delicious!!finally!! free a nice travel + sling bag!wooohooo!!!
Went Japan shopping, tot it ll be easier with Fen around since she has taken Japs classes and she should be able to communicate in japs and that made life easier to get around! but that turned out not to be the case, she has no problem questioning but when they replied, she just smile and starrreeeed at them...hahaha it was damn funny, we managed to take the train n go around, and once again i had the takoyaki!!!! yummmm!!! i wish i could go around more but i was damn sleepy , so i took a nap on a bench which Fen walked around...(p/s: not lying down!).
flight was good coz i was able to catch some sleep but not Fen, poor her she started working today after 3 days lack of sleep. was a long day for her and she is still cleaning my house now!? geeez shes a cleaning freak!!

I might not be able to take the courses this summer as I have not met the english requirement...oh plsss let things worked out well!! pray hard~~

alrite thats it! gotto make dinner.

here i come Darling

Sigh...Im leaving tomorrow, no strictly speaking, is today...but this time doesnt feel as bad as the last time I was supposed to leave. Maybe becoz karen is going with me and I have been staying for two months and Im looking forward to see darling.
Went to Ampang Park this morning to pass the pi yao to pa and bought helped uncle steve to buy gold chain, cost 1000rm. then KLCC walked around , bought a baby-T, very nice. then raining, couldnt go surfing. went pyramid instead.
Dinner with Baby and Michelle, dropped by I Jean s grandpa funeral. went yum cha with kok seong, soo sian, jaymy, pei ping, sue ann and her bf. bunch of them
lionel wanted to come to airport, so touched, got call from yenting this afternoon, she wanted to come too, so happy!

Im glad i got close to few frens this trip back. I will treasure them.

ordinary diary

So many thing has been done yesterday, went early bird session karaoke with sean n karen, then ampang park to get some really cheap fleece long pants and mid valley shopping. I got a half head cap, wanted to get it for so long but just couldnt find a nice one....saw a nike jacket..damn nice!!!!!! but no bit over budget coz i spent bout 200 in estee lauder, got a cyber white eye cream + 30$ they ll give u a make up and hair do , and pictures taking sessions, i got one A4 size of my face, damn ah lian , cannot stand myself!! hehehe, but im amazed with the touched up, even my mole is gone!?

came home around 8 something, freaking tired....wanted to go FF for the last day but couldnt make it.started packing,,, geez half of the baggage was darling stuff!!?? I need more baggage!!! and i lost my glasses...pls come back~~

fun day!

woke up bout 12 something today, had a late night , it was yen ting s birthday so we went to passion, reached kl bout 1230, bad bad traffic ,and the best part is the no electricity on 130!! wah lauu it was my first time ever been to a club and this kinda thing happened.so freaking hot and we left bout 2, which is good coz i was quite sleepy.

ok enough of yesterday. wanted to bring bothers to muzium and zoo, heheh yea i know! but we ended up to sunway lagoon again!!! it was such a fun day, the surf was great besides it was too crowded and i got knocked off quite a number of times.brothers n cousins all had fun. came home alone, tried to look for someone to go dinner with, ended up called er ku, and we went for uncle s restaurant for food, then "played" with my cousin s handsome dog hugo for a while until i got "molested" by him hahaha, shirt got bit torn. oh yea! cousin s sushi was great too!

Time Flies

Im leaving in a week time, time flies eh...i kinda look forward to go back coz darling has been alone for more than a month, but at the same time Im kinda sad coz this time i might not be back for at least two years.OH by the way, feng has got her visa so shes going with me ,but shes only gonna stay for two months.

I ve been getting pissed easily lately esp when im driving, i will keep cursing n cursing, like an idiot. And for the past two weeks, i ve been working out everyday. getting fit though :) at the same time im enjoying the food as much as i could. some of the ppls in FF really pissing me off (once again) ,just the way they dance n act. ahh watever... im watching wrong turn right now. and the reason im blogging so that i could find myself excuses to avoid those scary scenes.hehehe

Happy birthday Yen Ting! go shawty! is ur birthday, we gonna party like its ur birthday, u know we dont give a fuck if its not ur birthday...hahaha i could rap like 50 cents.

ching ming

today is ching ming, went to grandma s house for big feast, ngek ngek! then went to AND1 again bought a pair of long pants n sport shoes for darling, so we both have new sport shoes and is almost same style hehe, ying suppose to just accompany me, but she ended up bought a pair of shoes, two shirts, and another pair of sport shoes for kiat.

went FF today, good work out, but erku called ,got crabs in grandma s house, had another big feast!!! sighhhh waste of effort....work harder tomorrow!!

miss darling so much....

new shoes, new wrist band, 0$$!!!

Woke up about 11 this morning, yeaa i know another hour it ll be noon, mom wanted to get a new sport shoes as she s leaving to shanghai tonight, lou tao was there and he recommended some place in klang, eventually he decided to bring mom there...and of coz i wanna go too!!! hehehe i need a sport shoes coz the one im wearing right now kept causing me ALMOST sprain my ankle. I didnt know theres an AND1 in klang? mom got a nike , and got an AND1 and a nike...ngek ngek! the nike one is kinda like a bootie. the best part is!! they are gifts from lou tau!!!! hehehehe
then i bought a thinning hair scissor, it is very handy.

finally collected my passport, then go to FF, theres a new launch and we took part in body jam, it was very nice...and theres a Q&A sessions and i won a nike wrist band, heheh i almost bought one in the afternoon, there are two in a pack so i shared one with I Jean.

Met up with Mui after FF at Kim Gary, *munch munch munch*!! yummmmm!!! but felt damn bad, sigh..i ve been eating "carelessly" hahaha coz im leaving next week.

u snobs are pissing me off!!

I dunno have you ever felt like you couldnt lift ur head infront of ppls? I felt that way big time during my childhood ,maybe is becoz of my broken family, n we felt as though relatives r looking down at us. Maybe im just being sensitive, but the fact is ,there are some of them. This is a realistic world, if ur wealthy, u got hell lots of respect, and u have the right to look down at ppls, even kids are brought up with that kinda attitude, and that really got me thinking.
even now, some of them r still being really snobbish, they really think they are better than everybody else, somehow like royalty family.
I used to always question, why me? why cant i be born in a normal family? or with golden key, a fren of mine told me, if it wasnt for those kinda experience, u wouldnt be who you are...you might turned out to be one of those sickenning snob, what she said is really true and i ve stopped questioning ever since then.
(linked to the previous post)

wooohooo!! the whole world SHOULD celebrate!!??

ever since after high school, frens has been leaving the country and come to think about it, they should ve finished their study and be back now, but no!? seow sean still have couple of years to go, yh has got her PR, kelly got a 2 years working visa. Australia is a famous place, most of malaysians are there, and i would say more than 50% of them tried to apply permanent resident status after school.I personally have 6 frens who applied to it and got it, some of them took a year, some of them couple of weeks, some of them 10 days!
why did ppls wanna leave the country so much?! wow PR!!!?? BIG DEAL!? ok, as for myself, i have no choice and you know why, but i didnt tell anyone coz i felt like a betrayer kekeke, so i kept it low profile for a year unlike some ppl, annouce it on newspaper lehhh~~ so proud~~(and im not talking about you yh) they think they are one class higher, geeez!! i hate ppls like that and to me, they r a just a piece of shit! u know who you are, dont like it? but i said nothing wrong!

Earthquake!!

about 12.09am, sister rushed in the room...

"cheh ah! earthquake ah!!"
"huh??" *blur*
"I felt the shake! i tot i was dizzy but sean felt it too!!"
"Ohhh..maybe the volcano is going to erupt again"
"huh!? then how? tsunami is going to hit again izzit?!"
"yea maybe..."*poor victims*
continue to sleep....

about 4.09am,mom s cell rang...
"May ah! dont sleep like a pig ah! we are all moving now, there are alot of ppls on the street here in banting"
"huh!? ohh..."
"yea be prepared , is already flooding here!"
"really ah!?!okok"

"mi ah,what happened ?"
"nola, my fren called, tell us to get prepared to move, coz tsunami is coming..."
"huh!? how come here will kena?" *picture sumatera island must be gone*
"dunno, my fren said their place flooding already"
"then how? lets go to genting la, higher land mah"
"no need la, genting building so high, later earthquake again more dangerous"

lying all awake n couldnt sleep, turned on CNN and there was a 8.7 richter scale earthquake happened in sumatera,south east asia is in tsunami warning! come to think about it, theres a volcano near seattle and it is overdued, according to some sources, if it erupts , the tidal waves will swept away the whole vancouver island.

false alarm!!damn whoever that called!!but im still worried....

bad day! and then shopping!

today hasnt been a great day, first of all, i only had 4 hours sleep last night and the nike event last night was super fun! once again i had a great weekend. and i met my cousin s ex! ngek ngek!

wanted to go to sunway lagoon but it was raining heavily so the plan was cancelled. brother n cousins were dissapointed but we went to mid valley, the reason i chose mid valley was becoz i wanted to visit nike women! yes i ve been sucessfully influenced by the show last night, those outfits were nice , but i didnt get what i wanted coz they were kinda expensive and i got a top that aunt said it looked good on me, but i tot it was kinda tight and errrrr i dont think is nice. but the price is good and i think i need it since i ve been going to gym almost everyday. and i got a surf short for half price!!! it was a very nice one, damn! i spent alot today.

went seafood with family, uncle came down from johore. there were some conflics between my sister n mom, im sort of in between, what should i do n what can i do??

day trip to FRIM

It was such a fantastic day yesterday, i was reluctant to go as i had problem waking up in the morning. the whole group was at the age of 14 to 20,i felt so old..we went jungle tracking, canopy walk, the journey up to canopy walk was rough n tough, but it was worth it,after all that we had lunch n end the day with treasure hunt, it was actually my first time playing that game. damnnn tired at the end of the day. old already...sighhhhh

went to work this morning, had nothing to do in the morning, until jane came and i was told to go back at 1030 coz jane hasnt recieve the docs and i couldnt proceed my work. went to see aunty jenny n ah kong then facial, mom tah bao crabs and that was my dinner..yummmm!!! but after eating that nose damn itchy!

force of nature concert - tsunami relief fund!!

was abit dissapointed that i couldnt make it to force of nature concert tonight, woke up 8 in the morning got passport renewed, took me 3 hours though. Had lunch with Kok Seong and while i was driving up to kl to get my air ticket sorted out, kept my ears open on hitz fm, who knows i might get some free tickets? (was trying my luck anyway), and i think they r trying to fill up the seats by haivng this offer, u just need to send an sms to certain number n u ll get a reply, flash this reply to the ticket booth and u ll be able to purchase a 500RM seats for 82RM. I was sooo excited and i also drove up to ss2 as the cruiser is there n they r giving out free tickets as well, but it was too late when i got there, so i rushed to bukit jalil and i managed to get 5 tickets!!!!!!WOOOOHOOOOO!!!

the concert was about 7 hours long, there were, lauryn hill, boyz 2 men, backstreetboys, wycleaf jean, jackie chan!!!!michelle yeoh, nicholas tse...bla bla n also black eyed peas and wycleaf jean!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was crazy and im totally in love with black eyed peas!!! and i was expecting tyra banks but kimora simmons showed up instead, it was just awesome!!! awesome!! awesome!!! im glad i made it there...

hmphh!!

Jane told me that her boss saw me surfing net yesterday and didnt like it. And I wasnt suppose to turn on her pc? someone should have let me know as I was told "to do my work there", So obviously my work will involve pc. and I was accused turned on the radio .......duh!!?? and im not allowed to eat in the traning room but at the canteen, fair enough...i rather not eat today, lost appetite.

but overall Jane is nice, there are just some stupid 8 poh aunties...

ZZzzZZZ

bored bored bored! Jane is not coming in today, so basiclly the task of the day is sitting down n surf net, zzZZZzzZZz,luckily Jeanette brought in a radio becoz the reception is better inside as she wants to listen to some commercials by her beauty line. So another task given is be aware of that commercial. but whatever...

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bout late noon, I was told to do my work at Janes place coz they need to use the training room. bla bla....net surf continues....

TupperWare??

Today is my first day at work at Tupperware, data entry job...introduced by I-Jean

had curry mee for breakfast (damn good!), brought salad for lunch.

no dinner for me today and going Fitness First with I-Jean after work.

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alrite, didnt have salad for lunch but just cup of coffee and some cookies(geez! isnt that worse than salad?). had nice chat with I Jean,gossip about that b**** hehe my oh my! heard even more stuff about her (ok! im very free and damn 8)

Penang Trip

Just came back from penang trip, mmmm yum yum yum~ gained one kg and managed to shed it off in two days hehe. Went with I-Jean, Susan, Michelle, it was actually Susan s company trip and she wanted company,stayed a night and had to leave early in the morning coz i had lunch appoinment with in laws n uncle steve. Came home, mom s rendang chicken was superb~~*chap chap* again.

Had a nice weekend with yen nee, sook mun and pei ping. Lova ya!

Happy Birthday Darling

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Dar..ling~~
Happy Birthday to you~

Happy birhtday darling, although im not around during ur birhtday but i hope everything goes the best in coming year. love you n miss you loads~

sigh...

My house line has been out of service for days , tried to make a report to telekom but wont able to dial 100 from cell, tried neighbour s phone but theirs also out.
Got 3 friends to call for me just in case, after two days, none of them manage to call for me! hmmph!! but finally yenling did and now is back to normal.

Lots to think about now, I ve withdrawn from all the courses including engr 020 and becoz of that i wasnt allow to apply jobs thru uvic coop website which means i have to find a summer jobs on my own, chances of getting a job is pretty slim, hopefully those that have no rejected me will hire me, there are 2 left and i put a big hope on science venture. pls god!!! need to chant harder.

lots to do for the so called "work term" im currently doing. need to write logged book and report...ohhh god, im not actually in a work term , how am i suppose to write my report!?!?! hopefully yen nee will be able to help me with this.

been lazying around n gained alot of weight. signed up for fitness first yesterday and my weight loss plan has started again. hopefully will strike it this time...

miss you so much

I did absolutely nothing but lying down watching drama series, I finished 18 episodes in two days time, am i sad or what?!missing darling so much,been wearing the pyjamas whole day long, cant take it anymore , i have to get out!!
went out for drinks at jj today with yenling, try to catch up n spend sometime with her b4 she goes. I got a shoe today from Vincci , wanted to get two but i could just afford one.
Alan called n he said he saw me at jusco, im glad he really called like what he promised and he said he might find me a job. so tats great!
Karen had decided to come along with me to canada, so initially i was going to go on early of april but since she s coming im gonna wait till 14 of april as that will be the last day of her exam. she has got 7 weeks break.

Im missing darling so much...poor baby is sleeping alone right now...

Singapore Trip

Boy! am i having alot of fun or what?! Im at singapore now right after came back from Tioman,mom was scolding if i plan to spend anytime with family..oppps hehe! went for dinner, karaoke n party . Am i having a good life? to tell u the truth is quite stressful..hahaha

Anyway im leaving sg today just by myself , coz i miss darling too much n wanna spend some time with him b4 he takes off tomorrow.

Tioman Trip

I just came back from Tioman and Im having alot of good time, this is a damn vacation that i need after suffered for the bridge.
Decision has been made and no regrets about it, Im going to Singapore tomorrow and good time continues...

but one thing is, darling seemed really sad about leaving in two days time and i completely understand how he felt coz I ve came across that few days ago . I felt awful for him as he s gonna be alone for the whole month,who s gonna cook for him n do his laundry? Im gonna miss you so much darling.

Big decision

I ve just made a big decision minutes ago! I must be out of my mind...becoz of staying for another month, I ve decided to take a semester off, the best part is, this will prolong my graduation to a year. well actually is not only becoz of having another month of fun, I ve already missed quite a lot and the stress that is ahead of me is un-imaginable. Im so tired of this , so I wanna spread them all out,instead of taking 6 courses in a semester, ill do maybe 3 or 4, in this way, i could focus more n the GPA will appear to be better. I dont feel good after making this decision coz my schedule is soooo fucked up! they r all out of places and i dunno how to plan my two years ahead...
everybody is asking me to stay becoz i have many years ahead to work so might as well enjoy another year of school. Plus darling could really see im beginning to depress , i know , and i know i wont do well this trip back and big chances of depressing again becoz of jet lag and being thrown by those heavy heavy work load.I ve had enough!just gotto get my schedules work out.

I also had a bad dream about plane crash on the way back days ago, so im having bad bad feeling flying tonight. have got my ticket cancelled.

AM I CRAZY OR WHAT!?!?!

two more days~ :~(

Melacca trip was fun, looking at my sisters,their bfs, brothers having so much fun at the swimming pool~ the sad feeling suddenly hit me! i really duwanna be back,two more days to go, is too fast n too short .Im actually considering of staying another week~ but after second thought , think i shouldnt ...too too much to be done...

piggy me

Remember those time that I talked about losing weight? I ve gained them all back!!!yes !!6 lbs!! #$!@##$^@#%...but the sio bah damn horr liow~~

i hate to meet frens now coz i was afraid to be attacked...

the fear is coming closer

havent done much since im back , cny mood s like shit! finally the fear is getting closer n closer, IM GOING BACK SOON!!! i ve constantly whinning bout not wanting to go back today.
but manage to meet up with few frens , also ffk quite a few frens (oppps sorry har) coz not feeling well.I miss kelly so much...dunno when will i see her again. theres so much to be done back there.

and the air ticket is so fucking expensive!!! 3000++
but the good news is, checked my jobs applications n two applications were added by admin, so is a good sign. Im always confident about that job :)

Happy Chinese New Year

Im back!, finally...it sure felt great to be home, the last time i came back was a year ago and i was gone for 5 months but it felt like ages, but this time it feels as though i never left.Trip back home was the best so far! maybe becoz darling is travelling with me, flight from vancouver to japan, we met an korean guy and he was transiting at Japan too,but he has got a few frens to meet. so he invited us along and it was great! I ve tried so many different kinda food and one of the best one was takoyaki(pan fried octopus),we took sticker pictures ,it was such a fun evening although i was sooo tired.
first few days were hectic,darling hasnt been sleeping for 3 days from the day b4 we left victoria(poorthing~),and i was only be able to sleep for few hours a day,but its all good, kinda worried bout school work but what the heck!

anyway happy chinese new year to all of u!!

see ya soon!

hey pahsang! hey home! hey ppls! see ya soon!aighttttttttt!

my TI is alive again!! yaaayy~~~

I did something really bad yesterday and bear in mind! it wasnt my idea, it was gord n keith! my TI broke down last week and i was sooo upset coz we ve been through so much together...and gord suggested to get a new one from london drugs and shuff the broken one in n return it,he said no one will know (he used to work there),and keith encourage me ,he said he would do the same thing.Amitabha,im a buddist,how could i .....but i did that last night,dont blame me! coz that calculator costed me about 250 dollars!!! i cant just let it die!!
came back with a display model coz they ran out of it,and i tried the new batt on my old one, it worked!!it was the batt,they expired!!! i was soo happy, my TI is alive again. and im glad that i dont hv to do such bad thing, againts my buddism (amitabha~~heheh),but darling told me to keep the new one, hell no! i want my old TI, its my baby~

so went to london drugs today and got it returned, and i bought some swiss chocolates for couple of fren. when we had paid n stepped out, i ran back to get some "coffee crisp" coz i just remember bighead loves coffee, she might love these coffee chocolate bars.hey,it was hard for me to hold my tempt not to touch em ok!?

got so frusfrated with fourier transform n sampled signals!!! i ve got a midterm tomorrow(yep! here we go again!),took a break n read bighead s blog, (not sure if who she meant was me, but i assumed yes) felt so touched n nose feeling warm warm too,heheh okla, ill get u more coffee crisp!

im officially sick!

woke up 5 something this morning and was feeling so sick, the cough woke me up and i took a cold pill and when my alarm went off at 7, i was so drowsy that i couldnt even get out of bed, so i stayed home today, didnt go to school at all....woke up 12 something,got the house cleaned abit and kinoyo came over at 2pm, we had some peppermint tea and nachos with salsa.

i have some half burnt candles and didnt know what to do with it, so i threw them in a pot and boiled them ,then pour them in the candle container, it turned out well and my whole house is smell with pear ( it was the pear scent mix vanilla), but i ve got one small problem, im not sure if im gonna reuse the pot for cooking...emmm~~ yeeeeaaaa, i dunno about that

then tried to have a hot bath , david told me to put some peppermint essential oil in the bath and it ll help the cold. so i did, geeez is like rubbing siang pure oil all around ur body and i was freaking cold!!! i jumped up and rub soap all around my body and u know what! darryl took a long shower b4 me and we run out of hot water.....geeeez, he had to boil like 100 pots of water and i was shievering there with the soap all around my body....damn! damn! damn! i know this sound funny to alot of u but is not fucking funny!!! i hope my cold doesnt get worse becoz of this , GRRRRRRRR~~~!!!

theres so much to be done this week, assignments, exams and labs.....u have no idea how sucked it is to be sick at this time!!