politics + heavy work load

i dunno how to deal with politics....sometime even too slow to get anything......
ya ya i dont get ur western jokes,so leave me alone...

i just wanna finish this off and get out of here ASAP
the experience has been hell for me,but im proud that im making it through....
thanks to the ppls who has been here for me...

so soosian, thats what i meant by 3 more weeks to go....and im desperately begging myself to hang in there....

hair cut

went window shopping last night, noticed ppls around were so happy ,yeaaa i could smell "Xmas" in the air...street lights are soo pretty ,
walked by a mirror, looked at myself.......wah lau eh......who are u ? i looked soooo "chaarn"...
ok i need a haircut
went to Tina,but her boss said she ve been transfered, ok fair enough..
."how bout let this korean guy do the cut, he s good" ,"alright.....lets do it"
i wasnt gonna chop my hair that short but he said it suits me, plus he was bit pushy....
"alright,ur the boss,u know the stuff,do it!"
by the way i need a "change" too...
how did it go??
put it this way, i dont feel like going out today....

real weekend

guess what, is another friday and my school day ended with this gift midterm. we were all blessed by mr pimlott. demo went super smooth ,hey mr pfeifer, im worried bout java on next tuesday.
Lai,take it easy on calculus on thursday,
ohh cazelais warned us about discrete on friday, gonna be a tough one!

what the heck,lots to be done this weekend,when will i have a "real" weekend?!?!

ahhhhhh stupid sticky rice is sticking all around my stomach!!so uncomfortable......alright im going shopping right now!! for the heck of unbalance chemical in my brain, getting on my nerves!!
yooohooo!!

errrrrr,wait a minute, i mean window shopping.

simple life

i ve always wanted a simple life, but sometime i get envy seeing somebody else having an extrordinary life....such a dilemma.

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3 more weeks to go......hang in there plsss

competition

i dont even know what r u ppls competing about, seats are guarantee for each and every single one of u. i know i know, competition is proportional to higher performance,but this is getting annoying u know??grrrrrrrrrr!
instead of tat, why dont u guys help each other to go through this?

ding geh ding

geeeeeez gained so much weight,im like storig up for winter.....arrrrggggggggg so frusfrating.....
done discrete,done mech,not even halfway through de,guess i made it up for yesterday
oh yea did i forget to mention that we r all allowed to switch from computer to electrical.....get to do what i like,tats always good. and i want a new computer for christmas present!!!! how bout a notebook? even better!!!

"on" again?

called home last night, guess what mom said to me? she was actually considering of coming again since she has got all her stuff sorted out ,plus she s bored and got nothing better to do....i think she didnt use to worry so much about me b4 she saw what i was going through....oh believe me it was really bad. and i felt kinda bad coz i totally lost it infront of her.
yea i broke down just like this weak helpless puppy looking for sympathy and attention. sickening!

i think i gotto start writting more positively and happily, duwanna pass on those negative energy , and boring stressful vibes to my blog readers. maybe i should set up another one just for myself, to bla whatever i want

day after remembrance day

did absolutely no study but hv fun yesterday,gold stream,dinner, movie..... kept telling myself that i deserve this but felt kinda bad...oh well we r just whole bunch of salmon trying to struggle to swim upstream, need some rest before we could strike again. and yes salmon run was interesting......
wasnt able to sleep well last night and didnt go to school today, make me feel even worse although there were only two classes. alright alright! u ve had enough fun and gotto start planning out for the weekend.

darryl n i were expecting a shipment today, they ve done such a bad job packing and most of the stuff inside r broken. so frusfrating!
who should we claim the damage from?

blame it on the bridge

mom suppose to fly after mid night at 145am and we mistaken it as tomorrow afternoon 145pm...my oh my still cant believe how we let this happened...anyway thank god we found out like 4 hours b4 and got it canceled and to re-book again....hehe happy in a way that she s staying for a lil while more but she sure damn pissed off..

oh well guess ill blame it on the bridge!!GRRRRRRR!!!

ouch!

sigh....mom s leaving tomorrow, time flies eh. had lotsa good times, we tend to express each other more and better than before ...
im sorry that i make you worry, i know i ve been spoilt this month, hope that things back home will be good

halloween eve

corn maze wasnt as good as last year but we had lotsa fun walked around downtown....,good atmosphere!! ahhhhh i wanna dress up too hehehe ,maybe next year when i hv more time to shop around.....well at least i got my face painted

for the sack of updating

got tons been happening lately ,maybe thats why havent got the chance or mood to keep track with blog...
anyway..things has been better right now and hopefully will maintain at this level.....i dont need maximum performance but just to be at what i am right now..will be good enough for me......
godbless, amitabha,nam myo horen ge kyo....

GOOD LUCK and BAD LUCK

BAD LUCK:
This morning started out terrible!!! im very "pantang" coz when u just woke up and being so grumpy, u duwan anything bad to happen at that moment...esp i woke up at 6 to write my physics report. and just when i finished, my pc hanged!!! i swear!! i was soooooo close of dumping it out the window, SOOO CLOSEEE....@#$^%!@%$@

GOOD LUCK:
went to school thinking that i might not be able to hand it in, my face "cao kanasai" ...
Is the power of coffee changed my morning (hopefully my day), amazing isnt it?!
ppls around me r not that "yong sui" after coffee...
i feel prettier after coffee...
face muscles loosen up after coffee...
"keng leh...mann nei sei mei"!!
then, the good news is : we dont hv to hand in our report today but next week....hoooorayy!!!

a spa and thai massage would make my day complete....

pockets inside me

why do ppls r so into zodiac or fortune telling, basiclly they just tell u what you are....i ve came across many of those emails to tell me who i am,wat i like and wat i dislike....how would u respond to it?

"oh yea thats so true, thats so me!!!"
or
"arrr those r all bullshit! i aint this and that"
(well, u think u know urself that well?)

I dont see the point even though they are true,i think ppls around would know me better than i know myself..sound pathedic isnt it? i may strike u as this very confident person but really,im not....sometime it feels as though theres another person lives inside me .....yea i know this sound scary...how many of u do feel like this?

yea yea , i know what you think of me, u just never shut up, if u could just try to listen, listen doesnt mean keep quiet n let me talk, but to understand
can u understand me?

something has been hurting me for long long time which im not aware of...it poped out once in a while to bother me, to really really bother me.....HELP!!

assumptions we all made

sometime things may not be as hard as they seemed if u pay more attention to it...dont under estimate your ability and just assume that ur not capable of doing it... that is just another excuse of being lazy.

thanksgiving

is thanksgiving day, lets hv turkey!!! oh well....maybe we ll get some chicken instead, i dont hv 6 hours to make turkey...have been wondering whats the story behind thanksgiving, izzit the day to express gratitude? i dunno, i was told it was the day that european discovered the land of north america, they met up with the natives here and had a big feast together...(of coz turkey was the main course),maybe thats why they hv american thanksgiving and canadian thanksgiving....

tau hong

been treating ppls cold lately,dont feel like "entertaining" em...geeeez cant i be more consistent?!? i hate ppl who mood swing or we rather call them "tau hong",why do i hv to be the one?

be happy with what u have

stop complaining!! i know alot of us wish to be born with a good life,or wat the say "born with a golden key".. but if we were born like that, u and i wouldnt be who we are right now, which we should be proud of...agree?

obvious?

i was told that when i dislike someone ,i will show it delibrately....am i too obvious?