wooohooo!! the whole world SHOULD celebrate!!??

ever since after high school, frens has been leaving the country and come to think about it, they should ve finished their study and be back now, but no!? seow sean still have couple of years to go, yh has got her PR, kelly got a 2 years working visa. Australia is a famous place, most of malaysians are there, and i would say more than 50% of them tried to apply permanent resident status after school.I personally have 6 frens who applied to it and got it, some of them took a year, some of them couple of weeks, some of them 10 days!
why did ppls wanna leave the country so much?! wow PR!!!?? BIG DEAL!? ok, as for myself, i have no choice and you know why, but i didnt tell anyone coz i felt like a betrayer kekeke, so i kept it low profile for a year unlike some ppl, annouce it on newspaper lehhh~~ so proud~~(and im not talking about you yh) they think they are one class higher, geeez!! i hate ppls like that and to me, they r a just a piece of shit! u know who you are, dont like it? but i said nothing wrong!

Earthquake!!

about 12.09am, sister rushed in the room...

"cheh ah! earthquake ah!!"
"huh??" *blur*
"I felt the shake! i tot i was dizzy but sean felt it too!!"
"Ohhh..maybe the volcano is going to erupt again"
"huh!? then how? tsunami is going to hit again izzit?!"
"yea maybe..."*poor victims*
continue to sleep....

about 4.09am,mom s cell rang...
"May ah! dont sleep like a pig ah! we are all moving now, there are alot of ppls on the street here in banting"
"huh!? ohh..."
"yea be prepared , is already flooding here!"
"really ah!?!okok"

"mi ah,what happened ?"
"nola, my fren called, tell us to get prepared to move, coz tsunami is coming..."
"huh!? how come here will kena?" *picture sumatera island must be gone*
"dunno, my fren said their place flooding already"
"then how? lets go to genting la, higher land mah"
"no need la, genting building so high, later earthquake again more dangerous"

lying all awake n couldnt sleep, turned on CNN and there was a 8.7 richter scale earthquake happened in sumatera,south east asia is in tsunami warning! come to think about it, theres a volcano near seattle and it is overdued, according to some sources, if it erupts , the tidal waves will swept away the whole vancouver island.

false alarm!!damn whoever that called!!but im still worried....

bad day! and then shopping!

today hasnt been a great day, first of all, i only had 4 hours sleep last night and the nike event last night was super fun! once again i had a great weekend. and i met my cousin s ex! ngek ngek!

wanted to go to sunway lagoon but it was raining heavily so the plan was cancelled. brother n cousins were dissapointed but we went to mid valley, the reason i chose mid valley was becoz i wanted to visit nike women! yes i ve been sucessfully influenced by the show last night, those outfits were nice , but i didnt get what i wanted coz they were kinda expensive and i got a top that aunt said it looked good on me, but i tot it was kinda tight and errrrr i dont think is nice. but the price is good and i think i need it since i ve been going to gym almost everyday. and i got a surf short for half price!!! it was a very nice one, damn! i spent alot today.

went seafood with family, uncle came down from johore. there were some conflics between my sister n mom, im sort of in between, what should i do n what can i do??

day trip to FRIM

It was such a fantastic day yesterday, i was reluctant to go as i had problem waking up in the morning. the whole group was at the age of 14 to 20,i felt so old..we went jungle tracking, canopy walk, the journey up to canopy walk was rough n tough, but it was worth it,after all that we had lunch n end the day with treasure hunt, it was actually my first time playing that game. damnnn tired at the end of the day. old already...sighhhhh

went to work this morning, had nothing to do in the morning, until jane came and i was told to go back at 1030 coz jane hasnt recieve the docs and i couldnt proceed my work. went to see aunty jenny n ah kong then facial, mom tah bao crabs and that was my dinner..yummmm!!! but after eating that nose damn itchy!

force of nature concert - tsunami relief fund!!

was abit dissapointed that i couldnt make it to force of nature concert tonight, woke up 8 in the morning got passport renewed, took me 3 hours though. Had lunch with Kok Seong and while i was driving up to kl to get my air ticket sorted out, kept my ears open on hitz fm, who knows i might get some free tickets? (was trying my luck anyway), and i think they r trying to fill up the seats by haivng this offer, u just need to send an sms to certain number n u ll get a reply, flash this reply to the ticket booth and u ll be able to purchase a 500RM seats for 82RM. I was sooo excited and i also drove up to ss2 as the cruiser is there n they r giving out free tickets as well, but it was too late when i got there, so i rushed to bukit jalil and i managed to get 5 tickets!!!!!!WOOOOHOOOOO!!!

the concert was about 7 hours long, there were, lauryn hill, boyz 2 men, backstreetboys, wycleaf jean, jackie chan!!!!michelle yeoh, nicholas tse...bla bla n also black eyed peas and wycleaf jean!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was crazy and im totally in love with black eyed peas!!! and i was expecting tyra banks but kimora simmons showed up instead, it was just awesome!!! awesome!! awesome!!! im glad i made it there...

hmphh!!

Jane told me that her boss saw me surfing net yesterday and didnt like it. And I wasnt suppose to turn on her pc? someone should have let me know as I was told "to do my work there", So obviously my work will involve pc. and I was accused turned on the radio .......duh!!?? and im not allowed to eat in the traning room but at the canteen, fair enough...i rather not eat today, lost appetite.

but overall Jane is nice, there are just some stupid 8 poh aunties...

ZZzzZZZ

bored bored bored! Jane is not coming in today, so basiclly the task of the day is sitting down n surf net, zzZZZzzZZz,luckily Jeanette brought in a radio becoz the reception is better inside as she wants to listen to some commercials by her beauty line. So another task given is be aware of that commercial. but whatever...

..........

bout late noon, I was told to do my work at Janes place coz they need to use the training room. bla bla....net surf continues....

TupperWare??

Today is my first day at work at Tupperware, data entry job...introduced by I-Jean

had curry mee for breakfast (damn good!), brought salad for lunch.

no dinner for me today and going Fitness First with I-Jean after work.

......

alrite, didnt have salad for lunch but just cup of coffee and some cookies(geez! isnt that worse than salad?). had nice chat with I Jean,gossip about that b**** hehe my oh my! heard even more stuff about her (ok! im very free and damn 8)

Penang Trip

Just came back from penang trip, mmmm yum yum yum~ gained one kg and managed to shed it off in two days hehe. Went with I-Jean, Susan, Michelle, it was actually Susan s company trip and she wanted company,stayed a night and had to leave early in the morning coz i had lunch appoinment with in laws n uncle steve. Came home, mom s rendang chicken was superb~~*chap chap* again.

Had a nice weekend with yen nee, sook mun and pei ping. Lova ya!

Happy Birthday Darling

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Dar..ling~~
Happy Birthday to you~

Happy birhtday darling, although im not around during ur birhtday but i hope everything goes the best in coming year. love you n miss you loads~

sigh...

My house line has been out of service for days , tried to make a report to telekom but wont able to dial 100 from cell, tried neighbour s phone but theirs also out.
Got 3 friends to call for me just in case, after two days, none of them manage to call for me! hmmph!! but finally yenling did and now is back to normal.

Lots to think about now, I ve withdrawn from all the courses including engr 020 and becoz of that i wasnt allow to apply jobs thru uvic coop website which means i have to find a summer jobs on my own, chances of getting a job is pretty slim, hopefully those that have no rejected me will hire me, there are 2 left and i put a big hope on science venture. pls god!!! need to chant harder.

lots to do for the so called "work term" im currently doing. need to write logged book and report...ohhh god, im not actually in a work term , how am i suppose to write my report!?!?! hopefully yen nee will be able to help me with this.

been lazying around n gained alot of weight. signed up for fitness first yesterday and my weight loss plan has started again. hopefully will strike it this time...

miss you so much

I did absolutely nothing but lying down watching drama series, I finished 18 episodes in two days time, am i sad or what?!missing darling so much,been wearing the pyjamas whole day long, cant take it anymore , i have to get out!!
went out for drinks at jj today with yenling, try to catch up n spend sometime with her b4 she goes. I got a shoe today from Vincci , wanted to get two but i could just afford one.
Alan called n he said he saw me at jusco, im glad he really called like what he promised and he said he might find me a job. so tats great!
Karen had decided to come along with me to canada, so initially i was going to go on early of april but since she s coming im gonna wait till 14 of april as that will be the last day of her exam. she has got 7 weeks break.

Im missing darling so much...poor baby is sleeping alone right now...

Singapore Trip

Boy! am i having alot of fun or what?! Im at singapore now right after came back from Tioman,mom was scolding if i plan to spend anytime with family..oppps hehe! went for dinner, karaoke n party . Am i having a good life? to tell u the truth is quite stressful..hahaha

Anyway im leaving sg today just by myself , coz i miss darling too much n wanna spend some time with him b4 he takes off tomorrow.

Tioman Trip

I just came back from Tioman and Im having alot of good time, this is a damn vacation that i need after suffered for the bridge.
Decision has been made and no regrets about it, Im going to Singapore tomorrow and good time continues...

but one thing is, darling seemed really sad about leaving in two days time and i completely understand how he felt coz I ve came across that few days ago . I felt awful for him as he s gonna be alone for the whole month,who s gonna cook for him n do his laundry? Im gonna miss you so much darling.

Big decision

I ve just made a big decision minutes ago! I must be out of my mind...becoz of staying for another month, I ve decided to take a semester off, the best part is, this will prolong my graduation to a year. well actually is not only becoz of having another month of fun, I ve already missed quite a lot and the stress that is ahead of me is un-imaginable. Im so tired of this , so I wanna spread them all out,instead of taking 6 courses in a semester, ill do maybe 3 or 4, in this way, i could focus more n the GPA will appear to be better. I dont feel good after making this decision coz my schedule is soooo fucked up! they r all out of places and i dunno how to plan my two years ahead...
everybody is asking me to stay becoz i have many years ahead to work so might as well enjoy another year of school. Plus darling could really see im beginning to depress , i know , and i know i wont do well this trip back and big chances of depressing again becoz of jet lag and being thrown by those heavy heavy work load.I ve had enough!just gotto get my schedules work out.

I also had a bad dream about plane crash on the way back days ago, so im having bad bad feeling flying tonight. have got my ticket cancelled.

AM I CRAZY OR WHAT!?!?!

two more days~ :~(

Melacca trip was fun, looking at my sisters,their bfs, brothers having so much fun at the swimming pool~ the sad feeling suddenly hit me! i really duwanna be back,two more days to go, is too fast n too short .Im actually considering of staying another week~ but after second thought , think i shouldnt ...too too much to be done...

piggy me

Remember those time that I talked about losing weight? I ve gained them all back!!!yes !!6 lbs!! #$!@##$^@#%...but the sio bah damn horr liow~~

i hate to meet frens now coz i was afraid to be attacked...

the fear is coming closer

havent done much since im back , cny mood s like shit! finally the fear is getting closer n closer, IM GOING BACK SOON!!! i ve constantly whinning bout not wanting to go back today.
but manage to meet up with few frens , also ffk quite a few frens (oppps sorry har) coz not feeling well.I miss kelly so much...dunno when will i see her again. theres so much to be done back there.

and the air ticket is so fucking expensive!!! 3000++
but the good news is, checked my jobs applications n two applications were added by admin, so is a good sign. Im always confident about that job :)

Happy Chinese New Year

Im back!, finally...it sure felt great to be home, the last time i came back was a year ago and i was gone for 5 months but it felt like ages, but this time it feels as though i never left.Trip back home was the best so far! maybe becoz darling is travelling with me, flight from vancouver to japan, we met an korean guy and he was transiting at Japan too,but he has got a few frens to meet. so he invited us along and it was great! I ve tried so many different kinda food and one of the best one was takoyaki(pan fried octopus),we took sticker pictures ,it was such a fun evening although i was sooo tired.
first few days were hectic,darling hasnt been sleeping for 3 days from the day b4 we left victoria(poorthing~),and i was only be able to sleep for few hours a day,but its all good, kinda worried bout school work but what the heck!

anyway happy chinese new year to all of u!!

see ya soon!

hey pahsang! hey home! hey ppls! see ya soon!aighttttttttt!