yay?

I have learnt to be fake, and getting better at it...yay?

but the good news is....



are they really friends again?

thanks to the spirit of raya....Selamat hari raya and happy belated deepavali!

im falling into that stage again

I NEED TO WHINE!!
I am very very drained these two weeks, have absolutely no time or energy to do anything! is like there is no balance between things, from 8 weeks of relaxing time (sometime boredom) to this crazy routine : work during the day then continued by apartment project at night.

and you are wondering why am i always bad mood and grumpy?

Its a big learning curve for me, as a software retard im working under this software department: yea although just as a tester, no crazy coding or programming languages to learn. But i honestly felt like an idiot infront of all these pro!

ok maybe i dont mind being an idiot as long as im learning something but as to learn i have to keep asking questions , feel like im pulling most ppl behind coz they are spending too much time trying to explain to this idiot. I can tell few ppls are so annoyed with me. I know i asked for this, and i dont regret, just feeling overwhelmed tats all....

doctor Vaughan said im putting too much pressure on myself. Geeez like i have a choice!?

hopefully this stage will pass soon, but at the same time, im still enjoying my job, just hv to be more thick face and keep bugging ppls with more of my stupid questions..

booyaga!

its been more than a week since i do some personal stuff like : blogging and checking emails! First week of work was fun ! fun as in overwhelmed and yet fascinated by all the new things that Im learning....nice working environment, nice helpful ppls, or should i say NICEEEE ppl, ngek ngek ngek!

besides that, we are "supposingly" to be dog sitting Toby for the weekend, becoz Tanya was "suppose" to take off to vancouver for couple of days.. last friday i returned home with a note and set of keys in my mailbox, when i called her, she freaking flew to calgary!!!!??? let me tell u the difference between vancouver and calgary, is 12 hours nonstop driving!! so obviously they are not going to be returning in town on sunday (even though they said they were). So guess what? apparently their car is broken, will only be out of the workshop on monday night, and they SHOULD be back on wed night, we'll see!

MIND ME! i dont mind having Toby around at all!! he's a huge gentle monster (140lbs)that plays so well with pooky, they kept each other company and tired each other out all the time!! remember when we were young we hv those sleepovers at frens or cousins' house? i think thats the case for them, coz on the first night they kept playing and playing till laaaaaaaaate at night!

in terms of the flea situation, i think we got it undercontrol.

anyway time to cooK! ta~

SURPRISE!!!!

This is a late posting, million thanks to darling, for giving me such a nice surprise, felt like i was in the TLC reality show "while you were out", and many thanks to chris, kenny, tanya, and Jim for helping out!











I love this painting, we picked it up few days ago, gives u the sense of calmness and serenity just starring at it.



and this is present from mom, a new cushion cover, isnt it hot!!? perfect for winter.








love the new paint, love the blinds, love the lighting, love everything you did to the house. Thanks darling!! *many hugzzz*

tick advice?!

i was very careless not to hv noticed earlier that pooky has been suffered from the attacks of those evil evil fleas!! not only him, I think we ve been bitten too!

Today I had proven it, after spending 5 minutes going through his belly, i finally found one crawling out!!! makes me so gerli!!! even though darling had just wash pooky thorougly last night, i cant help but throw him into another long bath. But i think he kinda enjoyed the full body massage though, coz i freakin scratched n scrubbed him for 15 mins b4 i rinsed him off.

To hope that i had kill all the evil fleas, but no!!! i found n killed another five after blow drying him!!

geeez, now i need help!! anyone? advice? *SOS signal blink blink*

relieved really?

I freaking hate jet lagged, u know i used to be able to deal with it in 3-4 days, but now its taking at least a whole week!

Thanks to the sleeping drug i took last night, Im feeling all better this morning because i MANAGED to sleep till 730 am intead of waking up 4/5 am every freaking morning! Which had made me a grumpy bitch for the past few days.

poor darling was all excited for my return and when he came out with all these "lets do this! and do that tonight!" ideas, and I replied with this low energy voice " No, im too tired", totally bring his mood down.

Im starting work on the 10th of Oct, I asked to start earlier because i been having too long of a vacation, and I asked to take a course during the work term becoz otherwise this will prolong my graduation. Lynn said i shouldnt ask for too many thing b4 i even got my offer letter.

but unfortunately , they were unable to fullfill both of my requests. I didnt really care about starting early but the course that im not allowed to take!? I kept my work term options to only victoria this fall because I have to take this one course. They only offer it once a year, and I only have one last acedemic term to be done coming spring, so now i have to take this course next fall, which will prolong me of getting school done!!!

Im going to try if theres any other alternatives to go around taking this course earlier, like from other college or can it be subsidized with other similar courses.

why? why? why? why one thing has to come after another!? hopefully this will work out fine...

I ve been placed!

guys, im home safe!

Once again, I am so unsatisfied with Air China's service, was warned about the bad reputation, it is bad enough that the transit duration in beijing airport is 8 hours, two hours b4 i was supposed to take off, i found out that theres a 4 HOURS DELAY!!! 4 FREAKING HOURS!!! thats fine too, but, but at least tell us a reason, or how about an apology!!!??? instead of slamming us around with that big ass snobish attitude, needless to mention abou the horrible customer service! *ptui!* never ever fly with them again, EVER!!

*breathe~breathe~*

the good news is, I ve been placed! both company  i had interview with offer me a job!! I guess we were all desperate when it comes to the end of applying/hiring period. of coz i went with the higher pay, besides pay, i see a better learning opportunity with them - Scheider.  

see the thumbs up!!! that means i got a job, (instead of red dots)

happy! happy! happy! I was dead worried two weeks b4 i came back, end of vacation, money all spent and was still jobless.. you have no idea how relief i am....

thank you god!!

still stand a chance

Called ACD systems late last night trying to change the date of the interview, it worries me abit when he told me that they are interviewing bunch of candidates the whole morning, and will let me know the outcome of those interviews.

called again early this morning, thank god i still stand a chance. I will try my best in these two interviews.

pray pray pray hard that i will get a placement this fall. Wish me luck, peeps!

spoke to amy and found out that odie just passed away two days ago. May you rest in peace, Odie. Im sure u ll be fine and happy wherever u are right now.

many hugs to amy.

suei!

phuket trip, tak jadi again! there seemed to be too many things stood in our way. Maybe is not meant to be. We were told that phuket should be fine, shouldnt be affected by what happened in bangkok. But then again, for the safe side, I wouldnt want to take the risk. So, we managed to convinced danny not to go alone too.

bye bye~ 650$, go with the wings.

missed an interview opportunity, becoz the employer prefer to have face to face interview, but i have two coming up this week, managed to change the date of one interviews to next monday and hopefully i am able to change another one too.

wish i am back a week earlier... who ask me to be playful :P

update from yours truly

yes , we are taking off to phuket next wednesday, but instead of 4D/3N, we shorten it to 3D/2N, reason being is, the price was doubled due to "diff date diff air fare" policy, thats a total rip off isnt it?!

in order not to burn the 700 we already paid, we decided to shorten it and top up 580 ( i know is still quite alot), hopefully the trip will be worthwhile.

got both of my left wisdom teeth removed, was i nervous? HELL YEA!! i was holding my fists tight the whole time, and becoz the infection was not cleared up completely, i had to bear with abit of pain, but thank god for the jabs. Thank you Dr Yeoh and aunty for giving me such a good deal. (Yh's dad was the dentist)

Its been a tiring and irritated day. I realized my temper has gone shorter day by day, get ticked off really easily.

Its sad that this vacation is coming to the end as I am leaving next sat.Back to reality and work (which by the way i have not gotten a coop job yet). But Its been great, i get to spend alot of time with my mom and brother, it will be great if i can spend more time with both of my sisters if they werent so busy.

Somehow, it is harder to get the whole family to spend some time together nowadays, unlike those days.

phuket trip postponed

right now....yup! right at this moment....im suppose to be laying on a beach in phuket, enjoying sun shine, sipping magarita. BUT sometimes, somehow, shit happened, Danny was admitted to the hospital on the night b4 we supposed to take off, due to severe gastric. But anyhow, he 's fine now.

after writting an email together with hospital supporting document, air asia allowed us to pospond the air ticket with some penalty fees. But as for accomodation, that will hv to depend hotel, whether they allowed us to postpone, worst case scenario, we hv to spend the hotel money on our own, still better than nothing.

anyway, gonna call air asia now. wish me luck!


P/S: just read the weather forecast, phuket will be rainy in coming four days.

ouch, my back!!

went to sunway lagoon last weekend with bro and cousins, had a really good time with them besides i hurted my back (might be core spine) during the surf session, someone literally landed their surfboard on my back and i was "back stabbed" by the fins

it hurted so bad that i almost cry.....

going for X-ray tomorrow, hopefully is nothing serious so that there wont be any long term effect.

other than that, everything is great, danny is back today and we had a really good time!

going to phuket next tuesday, cant wait cant wait!!

my vacation has turned into boredem, HELP!

ever since i was back from my 5 days trip, i been pretty much staying at home. the most also go out lunch with mom or couple of frens. the boredemness has really started to bother me.

where did all my frens go? i had make the effort, why havent u?

anyway i give up, im now waiting for danny ang's return.

is 30th of august, which is merdeka eve, im home alone, everybody else has got their own activity going on....actually i lied im going out with ah ling later, then hopefully she's not too tired and we could get a rummy session going.

i miss darling n pooky terribly...


"i miss you too mommy, wooorf!!"

hatyai & penang

i am back from a loooong vacation, went to hatyai and penang the past 5 days...was an absolute blast!

needless to say, amazing shopping in hatyai ( if you dont mind immitation goods) and the cabaret show aka ah gua show......really bring down us -women's self esteem. how could men be transformed to be sooooooo gorgeous!?

i adore this one soooo much, she's like an angel, until the show ended and all of them waited at the exit for tips, i wanted to go take pic with her and changed my mind when i saw how aggressive she was begging for tips and omg the minute she speaks!! totally unbelievable!

there were some nudity in the show, call me old fashion but i think they shouldnt allow kids, of coz both my bro and cousin were satisfied at the end of the show. u ll be amazed how humsap these days' kids are.

oh yeah! and the coconut bird nest, Ohhhhhh myyy godddd~~ i dont mean to make u drool but it was sooooooo delicious!!

 

strolling around town

 

hahhahahhahaha, he ll hate me so much if he knows i did this

we spent two nights in hatyai then headed to penang,

does this stall looks familiar? thats right, is the most famous ayer itam asam laksa, the minute i put the soup in my watery mouth, the feeling is totally undescribable!!!

asam laksa rocks!!!! i bought bunch of stuff, i hv to admit i truly enjoy the negotiating part, but of coz thailand was easier than penang, and i bought all 3 parts of "Godfather" for rm12 !!!! whoooorayy!!

 

family photo @ kidchanstudio

this is a late update, day after karen's convocation,  we headed to bangsar for family photo session at kidchanstudio.

Angie was the one doing our make up.

im all made up!

cute mute sistas!

these are the few photos taken by sean from our camera.not bad huh?

i miss you~

i miss you waggling ur tail when u see me.
i miss you jump in joy when u see me.
i miss you tug ur head on my lab or arm.
i miss you curl up besides me napping.

i miss you terribly pooky :(

karen's convocation

the next day, it was karen's convocation...geeeeeeeez sitting in the hall for 5 freaking hours with my growling stomach was the worst torture i havent had in years! the doors were all guarded therefore nobody were allowed to go out nor come in...

anyway, congratulations to karen!

family photo

with frens...

 

just the 3 of us...

 

after the picture taking sessions, we headed to klang parade!!!! my food paradise, for asam laksa, prawn mee and hotplate mee!!! im the happiest me!

 

complains + pictures

ok first of all, i have tonnes of complaints to be voiced out about AIR CHINA! When i first stepped into the cabin, this weird smell striked me,and as i walked past the first seat of the so called "business class" cabin, i quickly glanced through the back of the seats - no personal TV, damn it! well as i expected, i managed to squeeze through the crowd who was taking their own sweet time trying to put their hand carry into the overhead storage, and settled down at my seat within two mins and fell asleep within the next ten.

when i woke up, the flight attendants were serving drinks. gosh just the way they streamed down the drink into the cup, at one point it splashed out and wet the pants of the guy next to me a little bit, and in general the flight attendants were rude, i swear i caught quite a few of them were rolling their eyes at their passengers. But if you are white skin, u will definately received ur special treatment. HOW PROFESSIONAL IS THAT?!

good thing is i brought my sleeping pills and had quite a good sleep throughout the whole journey. when i finally arrived in KLIA, i cant wait to get out of the gate. But as i was waiting for my baggages, this bad feeling hitted me. The crowd was getting smaller n smaller and my baggages are still nowhere in sight. yup, thats right they left both of my baggages in beijing, coz the flight arrived in beijing was an hour late and they couldnt transfer them in time b4 my next flight took off. So i had to come back to KLIA the night after, (same time, 1120pm) to reclaim my baggages. Poor Sean, Karen and b-boy (well actually b-boy just tagged along becoz karen briefly mentioned that we might go hangout in the burger king in the airport), they waited for bout two hours while i was running around to reclaim my baggages, evidently the flight arrived late again, but thank goodness I had received both of my baggages in good conditions.

anyway, pictures time....

the morning i took off, pooky at the bus depot, becoz we forgot his leash so we had to put him on top of a garbage can just so he wont run around crazy.

the night b4 i left.....it was pooky's birthday, he's 1 !!!! thats right, ooonneeeeee. I was gonna bake him a cake but i was too caught up with exams, only managed to pack the night b4. sorry boy, will make it up to u next year.

so instead of a cake, we gave him a big piece of raw steak!! the canadian AAA cut!

is too delicious, i want more~~

happy birthday to pooky, we love u sooooooooooooooooo much!!!

I love you, im gonna miss u two sooooooo much *sniff*

pooky n his doggie frens

this dessert is a totaly blast!! first of all u cut the banana open then stuff as much chocolate chips n mini marshmallows as u can inside. wrap it up in tin foil n throw it into burning fire...it looks gross but it taste bloody good!!

making plans already

two nights ago as I was trying to figure out certain certain algorithm for the 100th times, I got an Msn msg from I Jean, she asked when will i arrived.

and i put those algorithms aside and started chatting (as usual).

"oh yea, I will be arriving on saturday midnight"
"ohhhh, so late, coz we r going out to celebrate mich's birthday on sat night"
"aiksss , think i cant join"
"wat about sunday yum cha?"
"oh sure sure, but not too late though as my curfew is 12am"
"yea yea sure, plus the pregnant lady has to go to bed early also"
"u can guess is who right?"
"OMG!!"

congratulations to Mich, her wedding was last September, very efficient huh, waste no time.

It feels so great that, here I am all stressed out about the crazy exams. and a fren from home just popped a msg, asking me out yum cha on sunday. I already make plans with frens even though im 10000 miles away from home.

This is awesome!

im exhausted

after 3 full days of being sick, Im feeling all better today, thanks to the whiskey i had last night, yea inpite of how "sick" i was, we had the biggest party ever last night, Su Ann and how's dad n bro were in town for the weekend. besides ppl, we also had two doggie as our guests- Maggie and Hagen. not sure what kinda Hagen is but Maggie is a sheltie, she is such a princess! and pooky is crazily in love with her.

how crazy? as crazy as he remembers her name. Did a test on him this morning, as he was happily ran to the door coz he know is his park's time, i was yelling back in the corridor just to give him a goodbye kiss, but he will just never come to me!!! (yea stubborn huh? ) so finally i yelled in a high pitch voice "hey MAGGIEEEE", *clak clak clak* here he came running to me. I was so amazed!!

*pictures coming up next entries.*

lotsa drama mind games going on in school...Im really exhausted~
I hate playing mind games, pls leave me alone, i just wanna do my things and go.

why cant everybody just get along fine...why must we cursed with the ability to be angry and to hold grudge?