halloween eve

corn maze wasnt as good as last year but we had lotsa fun walked around downtown....,good atmosphere!! ahhhhh i wanna dress up too hehehe ,maybe next year when i hv more time to shop around.....well at least i got my face painted

for the sack of updating

got tons been happening lately ,maybe thats why havent got the chance or mood to keep track with blog...
anyway..things has been better right now and hopefully will maintain at this level.....i dont need maximum performance but just to be at what i am right now..will be good enough for me......
godbless, amitabha,nam myo horen ge kyo....

GOOD LUCK and BAD LUCK

BAD LUCK:
This morning started out terrible!!! im very "pantang" coz when u just woke up and being so grumpy, u duwan anything bad to happen at that moment...esp i woke up at 6 to write my physics report. and just when i finished, my pc hanged!!! i swear!! i was soooooo close of dumping it out the window, SOOO CLOSEEE....@#$^%!@%$@

GOOD LUCK:
went to school thinking that i might not be able to hand it in, my face "cao kanasai" ...
Is the power of coffee changed my morning (hopefully my day), amazing isnt it?!
ppls around me r not that "yong sui" after coffee...
i feel prettier after coffee...
face muscles loosen up after coffee...
"keng leh...mann nei sei mei"!!
then, the good news is : we dont hv to hand in our report today but next week....hoooorayy!!!

a spa and thai massage would make my day complete....

pockets inside me

why do ppls r so into zodiac or fortune telling, basiclly they just tell u what you are....i ve came across many of those emails to tell me who i am,wat i like and wat i dislike....how would u respond to it?

"oh yea thats so true, thats so me!!!"
or
"arrr those r all bullshit! i aint this and that"
(well, u think u know urself that well?)

I dont see the point even though they are true,i think ppls around would know me better than i know myself..sound pathedic isnt it? i may strike u as this very confident person but really,im not....sometime it feels as though theres another person lives inside me .....yea i know this sound scary...how many of u do feel like this?

yea yea , i know what you think of me, u just never shut up, if u could just try to listen, listen doesnt mean keep quiet n let me talk, but to understand
can u understand me?

something has been hurting me for long long time which im not aware of...it poped out once in a while to bother me, to really really bother me.....HELP!!

assumptions we all made

sometime things may not be as hard as they seemed if u pay more attention to it...dont under estimate your ability and just assume that ur not capable of doing it... that is just another excuse of being lazy.

thanksgiving

is thanksgiving day, lets hv turkey!!! oh well....maybe we ll get some chicken instead, i dont hv 6 hours to make turkey...have been wondering whats the story behind thanksgiving, izzit the day to express gratitude? i dunno, i was told it was the day that european discovered the land of north america, they met up with the natives here and had a big feast together...(of coz turkey was the main course),maybe thats why they hv american thanksgiving and canadian thanksgiving....

tau hong

been treating ppls cold lately,dont feel like "entertaining" em...geeeez cant i be more consistent?!? i hate ppl who mood swing or we rather call them "tau hong",why do i hv to be the one?

be happy with what u have

stop complaining!! i know alot of us wish to be born with a good life,or wat the say "born with a golden key".. but if we were born like that, u and i wouldnt be who we are right now, which we should be proud of...agree?

obvious?

i was told that when i dislike someone ,i will show it delibrately....am i too obvious?

password

is an honour as well as burden to be given the "password" to access to others secrets, and i like to share my "password" with ppls i trust,guess thats a sign of selfishness...coz im sharing my burdens with them as well...

hunting for sunshine

is grey out there, has been raining the whole day.....sometime i love rain but most of the time it just brings me down, ill be cold and moody.....used to take the lovely weather for granted,now im hunting for sunshine...i can literally see changes in myself with or without sunshine...guess im just being human being for taking things for granted huh?

grumpy sulee!

theres so much to be done today,sunday always started out good.
was late for world peace gonkyo today ,komiko, natzuki and i missed the gonkyo, my bad! actually ill blame it on kelly(tried to call her the whole morning to send birthday wishes and right up to now, still couldnt get through her cell GRRRR!!!)But meeting was good though.everybody was happy n energetic.
Im all drained, finally get the house "blink blink" and ready for mom s arrival ... and ur right out there,enjoying the sunshine while having beers with terry, HOW DARE YOU!" oh well is all good....at least reese(terrys dog) had a good time running around the yard)
super grumpy today, think im getting old,not in good shape anymore!
have u ever wonder where and what will u be 10 years from now? i always do, "future" is very important to me, it'll prove if "present" is worth while, even though mine is a boring ordinary one...
im so excited and cant wait to see mom tomorrow.

pheeeeew! finally got calc homework done!

no comment!

Its another friday, i better enjoy this weekend b4 things get out of control........ahhh is not that bad....(yet),just the first week of school right.
but hey, u already got ur homework piling up now, better watch it!!

i have to balance out , not going to let myself fall into "that period of time" again...even though they said "u wont hv a "life" being in this program!"
screw that!!(life in past 3 months was rough and brutal though)

Gilles a.k.a math teacher asked if im a vietnamese coz my last name is NG, geeeeez! dont i look like chinese? "no, im from malaysia,malaysian chinese"......

Most ppls here first heard about Malaysia through the case of "Mahathir VS Anwar", and majority of them are not great fan of Dr.M coz he basicly threw his "best fren" into jail(not according to me!). what do i think of it? is politic man, no comment!!