the corporate slave

Things at work had slowed down a lot, well ups and down. I guess this is different compared to Schneider. In Schneider Basically tasks were given for the whole month or two, thus that kept me incredibly busy! I liked that because it motivated me and kept me moving. And I can actually organize my schedule way better!

But here I noticed I sit around a lot waiting for fixes, or equipment availability before I can proceed. The flow is not consistent. Well I guess I shouldn’t be complaining much considering the “tough time” I went through to get A job even. And I do know the fact that many of my course mates are still in that position of “looking”. I sent an email to the “management” to sort of ask for feedbacks about my performance and hopefully things I can improve. I was hoping they will bring up the fact that it seems like I have no motivation. Cause I don’t! But instead of doing this through emails, they decided to go out for lunch with me this Friday and do this face to face! *GASP!* oh well, ill take it like a trooper!

It is quite a drag to sit around to wait for that time of the day – 1700 hour! I want constant work that will make my day go by so quickly, is like before I know it is 4.30pm and damn I need to stay late to finish things up! (Well I guess ill be complaining again when that time comes) man! Am I ever gonna be happy!?

I refused to be a corporate slave but sadly that’s my destiny, my life….. -_-

dont you just love it?

Is been such a rollercoaster ride for me for the past month. Crazy emotion mixed with laughs and tears. I don’t know if I can take any more of these. I need a new balance in my life and consistency. But my heart is still not pounding in consistent beat yet. How long more will it take? I think it is going to be much longer than I thought.

As much as I would like to blame it on my hormone but I know is not. It was me messing up my own mind as well as others. I sincerely apologized for that. And I will put the pieces back together again. I will try very hard and is probably going to take a long time.

Spring convocation 08

7 Freakin years! finally im DONE!!

Feast of the night! thanks to Uncle steve!

Road trip update - Pictures

Nothing much exciting happening lately except that my belly is growing bigger and harder each day! I gotto admit this feels amazingly weird. I also signed up for the newsletter by email which will tell me my pregnancy each week. I thought that was pretty cool.

Work has been pretty easy, and im still enjoying what I do so far. Karen and Sean was here two weeks ago and now they are gone, we had awesome time together and took lotsa pictures (she did) in our road trip! Here goes

Vancouver food fest!

Peyto Lake

Colombia Icefield (10000 ft of solid ice underneath)

First day camp at Golden

Lake Louise

Frozen Morraine Lake

I know i shouldnt Jump!

Big elk!Mountain goats!

Saw a friend on the way back

He came pretty close and climbed on our van.

Second check-up and little update

All my worries about my little one have officially gone yesterday after my second check up yesterday, the ultrasound looks good, blood test, urine test everything seems normal. and the most amazing thing is I got to hear about my baby's little heart beat!!

It was soooo amazing! and I wanted to share with everyone right away!

A little update:

Karen and Sean r in town and we just came back from our road trip to the canadian rockies (will upload some pictures soon), we were on the road for 5 days and weather was great all the way, of all the camping gear we packed, we only camped on the first night. which kinda sucks coz i wanted to camp more. Saw all kinda wild life on the road it was absolutely priceless! esp the baby black bear who attempted to climb on our car.No actually he did climbed on for a few seconds, before we totally freaked out and drove away.


Work is going fine, my colleagues are lovely and I love my boss, she's so understanding for giving me so many days off when my sister's in town. My convocation is tomorrow and i been waiting for years for this day! too bad my mom is not here to witness this :( but oh well most ppls I love are around me. I am very lucky in that sense.


Karen and sean are leaving on Thursday, so much for fun two weeks, im gonna miss them so much, and from then Im just gonna take good care of my baby. :) I cant wait to see him/her to grow bigger and bigger inside me :)