pictures update

Tall ships are in town!!

 

Jazz Festival in Market Square

me and darling

pals

family

tennis day

cant hit it, might as well kick it!!

whack!

privacy and security

did the second presentation on internet privacy and security....and im skeptical to let out here, esp those entries written when i was emotional and bitter and i bitched n bitched bout others, days later they will be removed, just so ppls wont find out n gossip years later...

theres one particular person that i wanna bitch reeeeaaaal bad right now!!

so where can I actually let myself out with 100% privacy, dont tell me to shout at the ocean n mountains....damn it! my head hurts,,

"dudes" and "doggs"

been hanging out with "dudes" and "doggs" lately,woke up 6 this morning to go "shh shh", one slept on the floor, where the entrance is with his shoes on (n he wasnt drunk last night),one was on a single seat couch, another one on recliner, there was one on the floor b4 i slept but he went to the room n had the whole bed!! hehe smarttt...and darling taken over the big blue sofa. I was like : WHAT HAPPENED?! then cranked up the heater coz i didnt hv enough blankets for all of them.

ahhhh im so busy with work n school and housework is driving me crazy!!

I want....

a surfboard
to go surfing at least 10 times this summer
more chocolates to cheer me up
more work outs (dilemma)
to visit london , air fare is incredibly cheap
willium hungs courage
to buy all the painting tools n start painting
to win an Ipod
make more money n spend less so i could send some home
make more girlfriends etc...

ok , i wanna go eat lunch now!

im empty

Im unbalanced, my ego had grown so much for the past year ,think been surrounded by too many ego men...freak'ng me out!!sighhhh i need girlfriends!! to go shopping with, to gossip gossip with, to get my feminine back!!

benefit

I was struggling to go meeting today, but I did, almost got run over by this car n the lady inside gave me a look, and it turned out she was one of the members too, we chatted n shes an electrical engineer in the canada military. shes looking for a intern student from the fall to next spring..n I was offered!!guess thats my benefit of coming out again..

jaymy is real ill in the hospital, hope she gets well soon.

BIG SCREEN

hehehehe finally!!

Evaluation Forms

went through my presentation evaluation forms written by well....the class,these r the weaknesses and almost empty on strengths.

too much data
need more eye contact
read too much off slides
too informative
fonts on slides too small (sit closer then, why all stayed at the back???)
avoid "um"s, more practice (huh!?)
confusing flow
note: im giving 2's by default (2=average) (what the heck!?)
u used some notation tha twe didnt understand (!!!??????)
LONG! (*faint*)


Overall, I did poorly .told u im not good at public speaking, i was so shy that i didtn even look at the audience hehhe nola the truth is I didnt prepare well, If u need to read all the notes in such short time how can u look at the audience leh?
got two more coming up....

One extreme to another

morning...
you guys made me looked like a total fool during the meeting with profs. What do u mean u forgot to call me along for group discussion? you have my number? u know bryan! the number u called when u needed help to move? the number u call when u needed a job!?! and how dare u slammed that fucking money on my table? tried spending 3 hours in staples to photocopy the entire text book and I dont owe you nothing u know? nobody owes you anything!! We dont have be taken out whenever you r stressed out! and I dont need u guys to do the project, i could ask to do it myself!! What a frustrating day! but the thought of coming home to darling just made everything better...

.......

evening...
dinner at pops & mom, ayam masak merah was soooo good, then had tau fu fa for dessert and went for swim....I have a family here!!! had a nice chat with mom tonight and the evening turned out so great.


its funny how the day just switched from one extreme to another....

Vancouver trip

I know I know , I ve been having damn alot of trips this year and it ll keep coming...actually is pretty stressful...haha, the reason we went over to vancouver was to bring fen there b4 she takes off..

stayed with hebert n grace, such a wonderful family...and their son, David is soo talented, he s only 16 and he already composed like 2 albums, rap music though but we all liked it....we bought a cd from him coz sometime he sell them in school.

went to capilano suspension bridge, (but i think FRIM is better) , aquarium, stanley park, canada place, gas town , chinatown etc.... and we only had two nights with day and a half. tats why i called it stressful....

anyway click Here for pic

sighhhh its been so quiet since fen left...

 

presentation

been working on my presentation yesterday , got it presented this morning and i think i read too much, geez it was 15 mins long and im weak in public speaking.(well i know all of u prolly will disagree) but im kinda shy u know....all n all i managed to throw in a lil joke and my topic was Mobile networks n technologies.I wasnt as nervous as I thought I would be.

What the heck! headed to ferry terminal after that class and we r going to vancouver!!!