it was such a good weekend, it was Lex's first camp trip.
When we first driving around the camp ground looking for the perfect site, We so wanted one by the lake, but the thought was put aside after Lex jumped out from the window of a moving car and bolted to the lake - thats how much he loves water!
and we found one bout 2 mins walk to the lake.
Darling putting the hammock up, He has gotto make sure this is really really tighten
While we were setting up tent - the dogs were having a blast! now Lex can outran Pooky easily
k done! 1st try..... secure enough?
try again....just making sure
ahhhhh,, this is life~~ except that the hammock now almost touching the ground and we had to re-do it again.
When the hammock was finally up again, doggies were tired from the chasing game.
Then we went swimming by the lake, it was gorgeous!
Pooky not big fan of water, he decided to stay by the beach and dig up some rocks for his collection
ok! we are satisfied with the playing now..
No pictures of camp fire - I was so sleepy sitting by the fire, darling have to pinch me constantly to keep me awake.
I had recently read an entry posted by Kenny Mah - Do you think before you blog?
and then im a daily reader of Zewt...comparing the useless garbage i wrote here, is really making me feel bad.
Do I think before I blog? the answer is NO.
I am no writter and know nothing about literatures, kinda make me feel dumb , maybe i should really dye my hair blonde.... I dont have much thoughts - it should really worries me if I do, coz thats usually the time of the deep cave (thats what i call it) - if you know what im talking about.
I guess Im just very basic human being, thanks to the medication, im enjoying life alot - finishing school, got a new job which im very excited about. The best part of it is - finally i could bring home some money, when i said home i mean my Mom, i could contribute in her mortgage - coz i was really ashamed of myself the last time i went back, she paid for my air ticket n everything, and it made me feel like such a big failure.
I once had this conversation with her when I found out that my 19 years old cousins are bring home money.
"I feel really sat pai, 26 yrs old and im still in school , contribute nothing to home"
mom replied, " Its not you, I am the one sat pai" which directly stabbed my heart
So I called her up yesterday to get her bank information saying that I will TT her money next month onwards - and she said " no, for now just try to save for ur wedding and I dont need any money now", of coz im gonna send regardless, coz i been waiting for this moment all these years!
Since young my motivation to work hard is to be able to give my mom a good life in the future, and i feel bad enough that i have to be so far away from her. Maybe one day she will change her mind about moving here... Hopefully.
sighh..i miss home, i miss you guys
Mean while, lets look at Daniel the new pussy cat doll!!! hahahahah
do you remember playing super mario on ur nintendo? check this one out, he's awesome!
Ever since I came back from Mexico - I realised alot of things about myself I am very family orientated, Victoria is home, and how much I love my family.
You might think that im a maniac case, like why m I so obsessed with dogs - but honestly they are my life and what more can I ask for? yet, constantly I being called "taking things for granted."
Being accused and still remain silent is really ticking me off!
An evening walk by the habour and watching 3 lovely doggies playing will just made my day , no how bad it was.
I truly cherish...... u dont understand is making me sad
Woke up very very early this morning - talking about last minute study eh?
and the phone rang, was thinking : who could that be that early? sensed that something happened bad home.. but it was darling's mom - got the news that uncle mike (her bro) passed away - cause: unknown - but they are guessing he coughed to dead in his afternoon nap.
after mid term, I spent two hours in some travel agency trying to book a ticket for her to go back - and of coz is all fully booked, after all the alternatives way and with y hard trying - oh believe me when i said "hard" trying, her hair was a messy and she was making phone calls, having two lines at the same time and punching on her keyboard , then! we finally got one that leaves this mid night, seriously when ur so far away, it ll be pretty shitty if anything happen back home.
came home had lunch and nap, ready to go pick up the ticket, but there was problem. which im too lazy to explain here.. 4.30pm, 5pm...6pm...6.30pm... with the clock ticking (dont forget we live on an island and ferry to vancouver is every odd hour).
In that two hours, we saw so many peoples came and left coz she was the only one working, but she ignored and brushed them off - more phone calls, two or maybe three lines at the time, flipping files, raised her voice occasionally (hair even messier) - and when she does that, these three 19 or 20 yrs old kids were laughing and whispering behind her computer screen, which seriously made me wanna slap them!!
one China woman was even worse!! after 30 mins of wait, she just walked up to y n helped herself with the stamp on the table and trying to talk to y when she was on the phone!!! this is what Danny meant - and imagine he is dealing with MILLIONS of them!!
From two ways ticket to one way to rebook which obviously failed, she failed and broke down crying...gosh we felt so bad! she was under lotsa stress and finally lost it. Which we suspected she somehow made some mistake and caused that problem. something bout didnt finalize her purchase according to aunt Jenny..
y was working hard - i bet she was saying prayer when she rested her head on the folder
went to pa and ma, she was all packed and ready to go and she looks trashed with all the crying... goshh geeez i ve grieved so many times great grandma, grandma and grandpa - i was all there and trashed too!
anyway, may uncle mike rest in peace, will bring bah kut teh to your tomb stone when im back next time. Thats good karma for him coz he didnt suffer when he left...
try again....just making sure
