dont under estimate the power of stress

work has been busy - is just so many tasks to be done at one time..

There was this guy at work, who is like a total workaholic. he doesnt joke, he had lunch in his office while working. He has no patient for questions or what-so-ever.

I was told - he wasnt like that few years ago. He was a really nice guy - not as cold as now.
He joked, outgoing, definitely social more than now so.

see what stress could do to you? In my mind, i feel sorry for him, and i really wonder if he realized that he is now a total different person compared to 4 years back.

When you get heavier work load, bigger responsibilities, you will be all committed n give everything you have. moved like 5 mins walk from the company, probably work from home too.....

sigh, I told myself I will never be like that, but deep deep down inside, i am scare

things are gonna be better!!

Its been a hectic, hectic week, or should I say weeks





busy busy with work......I know this entry is coming when i complained about how bored I was at work.





actually is more than just work load. Work term is coming to the end and for the longest time, i was really worried about: "whats next?"





on top of that dealing with the dresses. GOSH!





felt like i was taken for a kiddy train ride.....

into the tunnel

over the bridge

But then i thought again, all these are suppose to be a beautiful experience.

then this hit me - the most important thing is - we are gonna celebrate our love, we gonna make it official. It is stressful but I still want to enjoy every single of this experience.

the most MOst important thing is, I am the luckiest woman in the world,

I probably havent said this enough.......

I love you darling, sooo sooo much!

Back and ford between paint site and school = im tired

These two days, I ve been busy with running between these two places : project site and school lab.





I been having insomia for two days!!!!! I tried increasing my tequilla dose and is not working as well as the beginning..........

while these 3 "mou wong kuun" (tada king jaga) dogs.........

Trashed the garden ( dad is not gonna be happy)
and tear up the giant octopus soft toy and made a big mess (mom is not gonna be happy)

Once the clock hit 3 pm I drove home, took shower and drove to another shit hole - UVIC

look how sub urban it is...

*GASP!* the building i hate and visit the most!!! (Engineering Lab wing)

Hang out with ppls whom I love by the way ~ (they might be reading this!!!)

Instead of doing this / watch ppl doing this on the beach

(p/s: my piece of ass is hoter than hers!)

Ok now im trying to solve this problem, which seriously is all first year math!!! this is such a waste of time.....you put the math together and call it discrete control system.

Now first part : How do u solve this?

I dont even have to !! my buddy TI-89 will do the math!

see!

whats the whole point of this course!?!? I seriously dunno, super dumb!

Honestly, Im procastinating again, is my last exam ever and everybody is studying hard but i been doing nothing but snapping pictures, trying to do their nails with my new mini manicure set - but man , these guys' hands are ugly! they dont hv nail!!!! u know you bite your nails when ur too stress? (i got that problem too!)

My fren Darko is packing up and said to us

" im going home to eat supper that my wife had put on the table"

man! i replied

" I gotto go home and put supper on the table!! I have 3 men and 2 dogs to feed!!"

gosh my neck is so stiff from painting the ceiling and the stress.......gosh i need a massage

so i got all of them into this cam whoring thing and video-whoring too!

Vik got all of us cheesies besides Pez- he got sun chips instead, coz he's white!

Pez the Borat



Im gonna have me doing Borat - LIVE! check back the next post!