Singapore Trip

Boy! am i having alot of fun or what?! Im at singapore now right after came back from Tioman,mom was scolding if i plan to spend anytime with family..oppps hehe! went for dinner, karaoke n party . Am i having a good life? to tell u the truth is quite stressful..hahaha

Anyway im leaving sg today just by myself , coz i miss darling too much n wanna spend some time with him b4 he takes off tomorrow.

Tioman Trip

I just came back from Tioman and Im having alot of good time, this is a damn vacation that i need after suffered for the bridge.
Decision has been made and no regrets about it, Im going to Singapore tomorrow and good time continues...

but one thing is, darling seemed really sad about leaving in two days time and i completely understand how he felt coz I ve came across that few days ago . I felt awful for him as he s gonna be alone for the whole month,who s gonna cook for him n do his laundry? Im gonna miss you so much darling.

Big decision

I ve just made a big decision minutes ago! I must be out of my mind...becoz of staying for another month, I ve decided to take a semester off, the best part is, this will prolong my graduation to a year. well actually is not only becoz of having another month of fun, I ve already missed quite a lot and the stress that is ahead of me is un-imaginable. Im so tired of this , so I wanna spread them all out,instead of taking 6 courses in a semester, ill do maybe 3 or 4, in this way, i could focus more n the GPA will appear to be better. I dont feel good after making this decision coz my schedule is soooo fucked up! they r all out of places and i dunno how to plan my two years ahead...
everybody is asking me to stay becoz i have many years ahead to work so might as well enjoy another year of school. Plus darling could really see im beginning to depress , i know , and i know i wont do well this trip back and big chances of depressing again becoz of jet lag and being thrown by those heavy heavy work load.I ve had enough!just gotto get my schedules work out.

I also had a bad dream about plane crash on the way back days ago, so im having bad bad feeling flying tonight. have got my ticket cancelled.

AM I CRAZY OR WHAT!?!?!

two more days~ :~(

Melacca trip was fun, looking at my sisters,their bfs, brothers having so much fun at the swimming pool~ the sad feeling suddenly hit me! i really duwanna be back,two more days to go, is too fast n too short .Im actually considering of staying another week~ but after second thought , think i shouldnt ...too too much to be done...

piggy me

Remember those time that I talked about losing weight? I ve gained them all back!!!yes !!6 lbs!! #$!@##$^@#%...but the sio bah damn horr liow~~

i hate to meet frens now coz i was afraid to be attacked...

the fear is coming closer

havent done much since im back , cny mood s like shit! finally the fear is getting closer n closer, IM GOING BACK SOON!!! i ve constantly whinning bout not wanting to go back today.
but manage to meet up with few frens , also ffk quite a few frens (oppps sorry har) coz not feeling well.I miss kelly so much...dunno when will i see her again. theres so much to be done back there.

and the air ticket is so fucking expensive!!! 3000++
but the good news is, checked my jobs applications n two applications were added by admin, so is a good sign. Im always confident about that job :)

Happy Chinese New Year

Im back!, finally...it sure felt great to be home, the last time i came back was a year ago and i was gone for 5 months but it felt like ages, but this time it feels as though i never left.Trip back home was the best so far! maybe becoz darling is travelling with me, flight from vancouver to japan, we met an korean guy and he was transiting at Japan too,but he has got a few frens to meet. so he invited us along and it was great! I ve tried so many different kinda food and one of the best one was takoyaki(pan fried octopus),we took sticker pictures ,it was such a fun evening although i was sooo tired.
first few days were hectic,darling hasnt been sleeping for 3 days from the day b4 we left victoria(poorthing~),and i was only be able to sleep for few hours a day,but its all good, kinda worried bout school work but what the heck!

anyway happy chinese new year to all of u!!

see ya soon!

hey pahsang! hey home! hey ppls! see ya soon!aighttttttttt!

my TI is alive again!! yaaayy~~~

I did something really bad yesterday and bear in mind! it wasnt my idea, it was gord n keith! my TI broke down last week and i was sooo upset coz we ve been through so much together...and gord suggested to get a new one from london drugs and shuff the broken one in n return it,he said no one will know (he used to work there),and keith encourage me ,he said he would do the same thing.Amitabha,im a buddist,how could i .....but i did that last night,dont blame me! coz that calculator costed me about 250 dollars!!! i cant just let it die!!
came back with a display model coz they ran out of it,and i tried the new batt on my old one, it worked!!it was the batt,they expired!!! i was soo happy, my TI is alive again. and im glad that i dont hv to do such bad thing, againts my buddism (amitabha~~heheh),but darling told me to keep the new one, hell no! i want my old TI, its my baby~

so went to london drugs today and got it returned, and i bought some swiss chocolates for couple of fren. when we had paid n stepped out, i ran back to get some "coffee crisp" coz i just remember bighead loves coffee, she might love these coffee chocolate bars.hey,it was hard for me to hold my tempt not to touch em ok!?

got so frusfrated with fourier transform n sampled signals!!! i ve got a midterm tomorrow(yep! here we go again!),took a break n read bighead s blog, (not sure if who she meant was me, but i assumed yes) felt so touched n nose feeling warm warm too,heheh okla, ill get u more coffee crisp!

im officially sick!

woke up 5 something this morning and was feeling so sick, the cough woke me up and i took a cold pill and when my alarm went off at 7, i was so drowsy that i couldnt even get out of bed, so i stayed home today, didnt go to school at all....woke up 12 something,got the house cleaned abit and kinoyo came over at 2pm, we had some peppermint tea and nachos with salsa.

i have some half burnt candles and didnt know what to do with it, so i threw them in a pot and boiled them ,then pour them in the candle container, it turned out well and my whole house is smell with pear ( it was the pear scent mix vanilla), but i ve got one small problem, im not sure if im gonna reuse the pot for cooking...emmm~~ yeeeeaaaa, i dunno about that

then tried to have a hot bath , david told me to put some peppermint essential oil in the bath and it ll help the cold. so i did, geeez is like rubbing siang pure oil all around ur body and i was freaking cold!!! i jumped up and rub soap all around my body and u know what! darryl took a long shower b4 me and we run out of hot water.....geeeez, he had to boil like 100 pots of water and i was shievering there with the soap all around my body....damn! damn! damn! i know this sound funny to alot of u but is not fucking funny!!! i hope my cold doesnt get worse becoz of this , GRRRRRRRR~~~!!!

theres so much to be done this week, assignments, exams and labs.....u have no idea how sucked it is to be sick at this time!!