Good let out

I had a good "let out" session last night.

somebody pissed me off real bad yesterday, and came home in a pissy mood. Darling was the unfortunate one to put a small fire onto a big big pot of gasoline, and i erupted, stormed out the house and left him with all the question marks in his mind.

As I was crying and driving around in the car, I wanted somebody there...somebody who will just keep quiet and just be there with me. So i turned back and grabbed pooky. But then of coz b4 i could drive away darling was there to stop me - with the same shocking face and asked me wats going on - so i cried, i yelled, i complaint, and then cried and yelled more...

I noticed I hadnt been doing that for long time, kinda scared myself, and the reason wasnt just that somebody that pissed me off, it involved alot of stress too. I was just letting everybit of it out and really glad I did that......as psycho as I was, i felt so much better just almost instantly. and then I had fun and got really drunk =)

Thank you darling for being there to stroke my back, listening to me and comfort me.

sorry pooky, you looked really worried starring at me yesterday and thank you for those kisses.

I will do that more often, instead of keeping everything inside and let them accumulate. Isnt it healthier that way?