the Iron Ring Ceremony

It was the Iron ceremony yesterday, because I still havent unpack, and my camera is drowned in one of my suitcase. Thus I dont have any picture. The ceremony is close door anyway, no camera and friends are allowed, only the recipients and presenters are allowed.

After an hour of boring ceremony, i felt so stuffy in the small room with 400 other sweaty enginners. We finally got our ring. it was nothing great, but it meant something... it meant years and years of hard work, and it carries our obligations as engineers. We had to read our oath holding a big iron chain on our right hand, i have to admit the whole ceremony is weird.

Anyway the highlight of the day is partying with bunch of engineers. they scattered around downtown, some at hugos, some at social club, we went to element, I danced my ass off before I decided to suddenly pass out. Darling brought me back to the store, which thank god only 10 mins walk. and he wasnt feeling good and we took a nap on the couch behind.

I woke up around 3 feeling better, and drove us and doggies home.

When I came to work this morning, I saw D's car is still there, they must ve still asleep in the hotel room, wonder if they got lucky? haha


anyway it was nice to see everybody again, but when i was at the club last night, I was looking down at the dance floor, although my mind was a little bit tipsy, but I saw a pool of ppls, mostly women danced their ass off, there is a corner of stuck-up asian chicks, swirling their body to get attention, but of coz they are not as wild as the white chicks, rocking their body and booty hard! and males were just around where I am checking them out, saw M dancing with one after another, change women as the song changes, and was told that P was making out with this woman wildly on the couch, they almost had sex on that couch!

I told darling I will really hate this kinda life, will you prefer it? and of coz he said No, mei sei koh mehh, haha but I do believe him.

Isnt it empty life like that? I mean i have friends going out every weekend just to get laid. everytime with different partner. i mean....

I guess from a man's point of view, as long as they get to please their little thing, it doesnt really matter. oh why? Im wrong? alright maybe not all men are like that, but I do know alot of them.

The pictures of that pool of single (who knows) ppls dancing on the dance floor under red and blue lights still appear clearly in my head. even though im so hang over right now and wish im home asleep , or drinking more :P but honestly I was one of them, and man i do not ever want to go back to that life! I love the feeling of secure, and settlement. I love my wedding ring, my husband, and my dogs, soon my children.

Saw a friend that I hvent been seeing for two years on the way to work today. She and her husband was carrying the baby trolley down the stairs, and she is so adorable! oh my god, I really wish I am pregnant now.....

But no, just finished school, I gotto at least work for a year before anything. Guess what!? I got a call for an interview, he's going to email me the details , is a small company - maybe just around 10 ppls? a friend worked there before, he didnt really like it but for some reason i know Im going to learn so much from a small structure company like that.

Wish me luck.... now i got my ring, i just need a job and followed by my cert in June.