i finally DID IT!!!! haha!

Yesterday was the best Friday! I had developed a different attitude at work lately, I usually tried to avoid talking to Mr X and if i had to, ill be complying even though i have question marks all over my head or disagreements all over my chest!

but i ve been rather short lately, which I dont know why, was it because I ve had it ? was that my limit? I had challenged every single thing that he said - with attitude! boy did that ever feel good! and the result of that, i been picked on again. Or you call that sabotaged?

but thats ok....bring it on! i tried to take this coz is only two more months to go, after all i had been taking it for half a year. whats another two months!? But i find my heart is pumping fast each time, im afraid i will lose my mind and start yelling at him at the place im trying to get a full time job for. wow how professional is tat?

so i stepped into my boss's office, I started with " i ve been contemplating to have this conversation with you MONTHS ago but decided not to because i didnt wanna create this negative energy, but i ve had it up to here.........."

so you can pretty much imagine the rest, oh yea i was straight forward, angry and i did create a big impact. and he sensed my pain, he was really listening.

" sorry to put you in this position, I dont know what can you do, but something needs to be done!! "

boy THAT.FELT.SO.GOOD! oh my god, i had finally did what i been trying to do for months! and i wont regret it - for once i am 200% confident that i did the right thing!

bring them on! I will do better next time

had a bad day at work, took me quite a while to figure out the comm automation tool, lotsa roak blocks, but hey I learned more things ")

One issue that I been really trying to work on - my confidence level, i think it had gotten worse since I am the "foreigner" of this land running by the community who used to be the foreigner many many years ago.

Anyway - it was brought to my attention again today, I need to booze it, cant get to get intimated even though i was so sure about my work. Once that question with higher level of tone "ARE YOU SURE!?" , i dunno maybe im new in the team.

I am not exactly getting treated with the "right tone" by certain ppl, but like Godfather said " it is strictly business". This is another good chance to also show my professionalism.

I was told there will be a position available soon - "please apply"

I will - this job is very challenging, my technical skill, my troubleshooting skill which is very very limited as well as my people skill.

Is not necessarily easy , it is another challenge , I believe I will gain alot from this challenging experience.

yay!

On Monday - I was so bored bored bored that I could almost die....

Tuesday - There were few meetings and things to do, not too bad.

Wednesday - Received new meters from Production and busy with wiring up and calibrating them the whole day

Thursday - Super CRAZILY busy and I LOVE IT!!! doesnt matter if i leave the office late and nobody was around.

I feel content, I feel happy, I feel satisfied.

Although today I almost got myself electrocuted trying to unscrew/tighten the screws of live wires with 24A passing through them. Not only ONCE but TWICE!! this is dangerous, I gotto learn to turn the machine off b4 touching anything.

Things are looking better and better now at work, I cant wait to fully accelerate ( oh well, wait till i busy until cannot breath and stay tune for my complains then :P)


If you are at work and been listening to the same musics from your pc or Ipod over and over again , or you are in need of new playlists but dunno what songs to add in :

Please go to HarpyListens

My Best friend - Kelly with great talent in musics has her little own radio show now!!!

Cant quite understand the language in the website above but I do recognize her chubby cheeky bandit face though! She struggled through in her career - everyone kept telling her being in industry this is not going to bring her anywhere. But she kept her strong faith in herself and her musics. Of coz supports from her family.

She is spreading her arts in London now. And i been listening to her podcasts at work.

Thank you kelly for such wonderful collections - will never get bored even though i had played the beatles cover show over and over again!! Miss you babe!


i know sometime ago i tried this celebrity look alike site - with special software tool-face recognition.

Here's mine


Geez - I dunno most of those japanese celebrities but some of them look like porn star though!
And gosh! Jet Li and Koko - Leslie Cheung! MUAHAHAHAHHA


Ahem, zhang ziyi - what a joke!! haha

try out yours at My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com.

Im gonna upload more of my pictures till i get one with above 90%!!

Im intergrating my blog into a food blog. you dig?

Is 8pm and I still havent had dinner, starrrrrving! but lets put it this way - After visiting this entry of Joe's food blog (THERE! joe, i made it up by advertising ur blog here), I ve lost appetite to the home cook dinner I just made like 1o minutes ago.

And yet I got more and more interested about food blogging but just that Im way too poor to keep eating out.

So here they are - Homemade Asparagus fried prawns with garlic.

Minced beef fried oyster sauce (quite oily)

Today is my one week anniversary at work, and Im almost done with my training, is been real slow and I dont feel quite productive - and I guess my team leader or the senior guy sitting across from my room are not quite pleased with me. Maybe he saw me surfing net - checking emails or reading blog during work.

Today he said :" All of us are very busy at this moment so you should really go through the hard way about learning things, like go through the reading materials, coz sometime we really dont have time to show you everythings? I know this sounds mean but thats how we all started as well..."

I smiled and said :" I understand" and rolled my eyes till my iris were lost for quite a while as soon as I turned around. Freaking senior guy who knows everything!

SO the whole week - i ve been playing with this baby who worth $4000

Snap shot of my desk with the 19" widescreen - woot!