新的一年就要到了，
快去买一本漂亮的note book
开始写下你的new year resolution
第一条,
stick to your resolutions!!
说错了吗？
相信人人都有同样的问题...
没猜错吧！
最重要的是
减肥成功，我要瘦20磅！！！！
what do u think?
唉!即然出来了
总想改头换面后再回去
可是迷迷糊糊干了一年
对镜子一看，也没什么两样
摸摸口袋也没鼓起来!
还欠了政府整身债呢
饱了知识，可饿了户口
小意思!
总会有出头的一天
我的愿望是
中马标！！
咦？
那不算愿望嘛？
那算什么啊？
算发白日梦！！！
*smack!*
朋友们，收拾心情
干起活来吧！！
别再发白日梦了。。。。
祝我漂亮的妹妹，淑芬 生日快乐！
祝大家新年快乐！
laterzz!
Friday, December 31, 2004
Thursday, December 30, 2004
dreams Vs wealth
frens all told me that they are broke after boxing week,
yea man,try putting hands into ur pockets, all u left is changes!!
"cling cling cling" sounds nice huh!?
how are we gonna survive for the first month of the new year?
some of them in london,big crazy boxing day sales,
PRADA,GUCCI,LV,DIOR at 40-50pounds, how can u resist?
once again,pk loh! work at starbucks making 4,5pounds an hour
next month eat grass lah...
remember my cousin approached me last year to join direct selling,
big money!! yes,indeed....totally agreed!
she once visited her friends house,
and found this interesting storage her friend has,a drawer for collections of lipsticks....and it was like tonnes of them!still remember her face expression when she told me "so envy~~~" she said.
looking at the both of them,working so hard ,they deserve a big salute from me,
but as for me, i kinda want different lifestyle...well balanced between both.
i always remember:
rich & poor;happiness & misery are always two different scales
they could never be weight together.
yea yea u could think im only saying that because im poor,hehe
i asked myself: hv i work hard enough for the past years?
yes i do, not for luxury but for my dreams....
the satisfaction u got from coming closer to ur dreams...step by step
is way diff kinda taste,diff kinda feel...go try it!
alot of them out there not knowing what their dream is....
(and i dont mean dreams like,having big house n lotsa $$)
so i would consider myself lucky, coz i know exactly what i want in future
and im trying hard to stay on the path and still heading towards it...
thats why sometime i say: "im in love with my future"
(sounds psycho n ego,i know)
the kinda passion cant be described in words.
so ppls!
start seeking.
the best wealth of all is ur dreams, not ur bank accounts or wardrobe!
yea man,try putting hands into ur pockets, all u left is changes!!
"cling cling cling" sounds nice huh!?
how are we gonna survive for the first month of the new year?
some of them in london,big crazy boxing day sales,
PRADA,GUCCI,LV,DIOR at 40-50pounds, how can u resist?
once again,pk loh! work at starbucks making 4,5pounds an hour
next month eat grass lah...
remember my cousin approached me last year to join direct selling,
big money!! yes,indeed....totally agreed!
she once visited her friends house,
and found this interesting storage her friend has,a drawer for collections of lipsticks....and it was like tonnes of them!still remember her face expression when she told me "so envy~~~" she said.
looking at the both of them,working so hard ,they deserve a big salute from me,
but as for me, i kinda want different lifestyle...well balanced between both.
i always remember:
rich & poor;happiness & misery are always two different scales
they could never be weight together.
yea yea u could think im only saying that because im poor,hehe
i asked myself: hv i work hard enough for the past years?
yes i do, not for luxury but for my dreams....
the satisfaction u got from coming closer to ur dreams...step by step
is way diff kinda taste,diff kinda feel...go try it!
alot of them out there not knowing what their dream is....
(and i dont mean dreams like,having big house n lotsa $$)
so i would consider myself lucky, coz i know exactly what i want in future
and im trying hard to stay on the path and still heading towards it...
thats why sometime i say: "im in love with my future"
(sounds psycho n ego,i know)
the kinda passion cant be described in words.
so ppls!
start seeking.
the best wealth of all is ur dreams, not ur bank accounts or wardrobe!
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
the mother nature!
Tsunami toll tops 80,000
-Death count from tsunamis at 80,427, more than half of those in Indonesia.
-One in four in some parts of Indonesia's Aceh province killed, according to United Nations.
-U.N says about $220 million in cash donations received or pledged so far for the relief effort
-Two tourists killed for every one Thai, according to Thai government.
-Aid workers say clean water the priority, and warn of threat of typhoid, malaria, cholera.....
i dare not turn on the news this morning,this was updated by Melvin.
-Death count from tsunamis at 80,427, more than half of those in Indonesia.
-One in four in some parts of Indonesia's Aceh province killed, according to United Nations.
-U.N says about $220 million in cash donations received or pledged so far for the relief effort
-Two tourists killed for every one Thai, according to Thai government.
-Aid workers say clean water the priority, and warn of threat of typhoid, malaria, cholera.....
i dare not turn on the news this morning,this was updated by Melvin.
爱情是个咖啡杯 love=coffee cup
简约才是最美
爱情是个咖啡杯
谁是咖啡 谁是咖啡伴侣
慢慢的品尝
不同的方法
不同的时间
不同的心情
不同的。。。。。。
没什么大不了，life goes on...
ordinary is the most beautiful
love is like a coffee cup
who's coffee? who's coffee mate?
sip it,taste it slowly
different way
different time
different mood
different....
no big deal, we all move on...
爱情是个咖啡杯
谁是咖啡 谁是咖啡伴侣
慢慢的品尝
不同的方法
不同的时间
不同的心情
不同的。。。。。。
没什么大不了，life goes on...
ordinary is the most beautiful
love is like a coffee cup
who's coffee? who's coffee mate?
sip it,taste it slowly
different way
different time
different mood
different....
no big deal, we all move on...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
super power
death toll has been risen up to 33,000
(estimated will keep increasing to 40K)
11,000 more than yesterday
children are the most vulnarable, it believes 1/3 to 1/2 of death are children
aid has been sent from all around the world (thank god!)
guess what! according to cp,US department is the main contributor to the aid
now! how true is that? i dunno,sources came from cnn..
super power mahh.....
still early,to be continued...
death toll has been doubled up,
way more than what we expected,is 64,000 now...
and is reported to be keep rising due to the diseases factors after disaster
im now working on a poster to be posted at the front door of Dannsu
hopefully we'll collect some donations to send over.
besides that,we are throwing in 500$,is not much but hope it ll help
still searching for the right organisation
(but definately not through the states!)
was having dinner with the news on, how could i possibly enjoy myself while watching those victims suffering at the other side of the world?
all those luxuries that we r having ,where we dont even need it.
thousands n thousands of ppls lost their essential.
so ppls please, your help means the world to them,
every dollar counts...
(estimated will keep increasing to 40K)
11,000 more than yesterday
children are the most vulnarable, it believes 1/3 to 1/2 of death are children
aid has been sent from all around the world (thank god!)
guess what! according to cp,US department is the main contributor to the aid
now! how true is that? i dunno,sources came from cnn..
super power mahh.....
still early,to be continued...
death toll has been doubled up,
way more than what we expected,is 64,000 now...
and is reported to be keep rising due to the diseases factors after disaster
im now working on a poster to be posted at the front door of Dannsu
hopefully we'll collect some donations to send over.
besides that,we are throwing in 500$,is not much but hope it ll help
still searching for the right organisation
(but definately not through the states!)
was having dinner with the news on, how could i possibly enjoy myself while watching those victims suffering at the other side of the world?
all those luxuries that we r having ,where we dont even need it.
thousands n thousands of ppls lost their essential.
so ppls please, your help means the world to them,
every dollar counts...
the boxing week
Vancouver trip was superb! havent had tat much fun for long long time...
that kinda stressful shopping trip..got 2 scarfs,a pant,a skirt,2 jackets (supposingly 3) from Zara... i had to get the leather jacket refund coz it costs way more than what the price shown..some idiot must ve been switched the price around.
i tot it was 69.95$ (wow! what a deal!!) was wearing it shop around metrotown...sat down for lunch n realised i was kinda over charged....run back all the way to the car n checked the receipt...(wahkaooo!!) its 119.95$ for tat leather coat!! awwwwwwwwww~~ i like it alot, and it looked super fit on me!!
mmm after second thought,not worth it...so got it refund...
sighhhhhhhh all that hassle!!
the best purchase of the day was a 512MB thumb drive.39.99$ after mail in rebate!
Melvin was grumbling the whole day coz he just spent over thousand(ringgit) at Zara Malaysia and he saw the price here were like 3 times cheaper!!!
ouch! i dont blame him...
got darling a vest and a beautiful shirt!! awesome awesome deal!(once again)
what else did i get...mmmm....oh yea!a drinking bottle.
had to catch the last ferry back to the Island, was so windy at the ferry terminal,
brrrrrrr~~~~~had a warm salmon n corn chowder,felt warmer..
came home all excited.
heard the news :~(
will send daimoku ......
waking up today
not feeling good
1.Melvin s leaving today :(
2.Tsunami tidal waves
oh well! gotto suck it up n carry on (brrrr)
wanted to go for dim sum at don mee(best dim sum in town!!)
but "yum zhou char" hv to line up,and it was such a long queue.
fuck it! settled at ocean garden instead.had a good brunch then headed to beacon hill park saw lotsa mandarin ducks,took lotsa pics...
strolled along break water...such a beautiful day ,bright n sunny!
sent Melvin to airport bout late afternoon,headed to futureshope...
we were soo close, so close of buying a 57" flat screen TV ,it was on crazy sales!
(boxing week) but we were able to resist ourselves,maybe when we found a bigger place
but we brought home a home theatre system-850watts surround system.
came home, got it hooked up and rented two dvds, spiderman n deep impact.
second one was for the sake of trying out the sound system ...
we were really happy with it.
plus we got ourselves a super deal!*wink~wink~*
that kinda stressful shopping trip..got 2 scarfs,a pant,a skirt,2 jackets (supposingly 3) from Zara... i had to get the leather jacket refund coz it costs way more than what the price shown..some idiot must ve been switched the price around.
i tot it was 69.95$ (wow! what a deal!!) was wearing it shop around metrotown...sat down for lunch n realised i was kinda over charged....run back all the way to the car n checked the receipt...(wahkaooo!!) its 119.95$ for tat leather coat!! awwwwwwwwww~~ i like it alot, and it looked super fit on me!!
mmm after second thought,not worth it...so got it refund...
sighhhhhhhh all that hassle!!
the best purchase of the day was a 512MB thumb drive.39.99$ after mail in rebate!
Melvin was grumbling the whole day coz he just spent over thousand(ringgit) at Zara Malaysia and he saw the price here were like 3 times cheaper!!!
ouch! i dont blame him...
got darling a vest and a beautiful shirt!! awesome awesome deal!(once again)
what else did i get...mmmm....oh yea!a drinking bottle.
had to catch the last ferry back to the Island, was so windy at the ferry terminal,
brrrrrrr~~~~~had a warm salmon n corn chowder,felt warmer..
came home all excited.
heard the news :~(
will send daimoku ......
waking up today
not feeling good
1.Melvin s leaving today :(
2.Tsunami tidal waves
oh well! gotto suck it up n carry on (brrrr)
wanted to go for dim sum at don mee(best dim sum in town!!)
but "yum zhou char" hv to line up,and it was such a long queue.
fuck it! settled at ocean garden instead.had a good brunch then headed to beacon hill park saw lotsa mandarin ducks,took lotsa pics...
strolled along break water...such a beautiful day ,bright n sunny!
sent Melvin to airport bout late afternoon,headed to futureshope...
we were soo close, so close of buying a 57" flat screen TV ,it was on crazy sales!
(boxing week) but we were able to resist ourselves,maybe when we found a bigger place
but we brought home a home theatre system-850watts surround system.
came home, got it hooked up and rented two dvds, spiderman n deep impact.
second one was for the sake of trying out the sound system ...
we were really happy with it.
plus we got ourselves a super deal!*wink~wink~*
Monday, December 27, 2004
Tsunami Disaster
25th christmas night,we were all preparing for our christmas dinner.setting up the fire place for the cold christmas night...
17Mm back home, several places in Asia were hit by this enormous waves - The Tsunami
the eruption of volcano in Sumatera ,Indonesia created giant waves and only took them 3 hours to travel to Sri Lanka and India ,(tats the speed of an airplane!!)
as they travel,momemtum factors has made them into a massive one.....fiercely,they took down villages in Sri Lanka and India, chalets by the coast in thailand, it even hit Somalia in the Africa region and of coz my homeland...Malaysia.
Penang was trembled .oh come on it was the scale of 9, can it go any further?
parent of fren of mine were having their vacation in Hatyai,Thailand.
they felt the tremble,it was so strong until they saw the wall cracked.her poor dad had to run from 22nd floor with walking difficulties...
fren of my sister had her family in sg petani,Kedah.
same situation,wall cracking.so all of them had to rush out of the house.
thankfully nothing happened to all of them...
if it wasnt for Sumatera,the whole east coast of malaysia would hv been swept away....
i couldnt believe this is happening.
heard the news when i came back from vancouver, i was totally in shock!
b4 bedtime,it was reported more than 14,000 were killed.
believe it or not, this woke me up in the morning-the biggest disaster in centuries
switched on the tv this morning, it rises up to more than 22,000ppls and nearly half of them were sri-lankians.....
alot of time i question myself , "why do i hv to be the unlucky one?"
but hey! look at this
think about those victims, lost their loves one ,their homes...some of them,even their lifes! i feel fortunate and thankful for what i have...thinking back bout my problems?? they r peanuts!!
im gonna try my best to help out those victims...so ppls out there! pls....send out ur prayers n funds,im begging y'all, help as much as you can,they need it so much!!
pls ppls!!!
http://donate.wvus.org/OA_HTML/xxwvibeCCtpItmDspRte.jsp?section=10025&item=456&lid=donate&lpos=top
17Mm back home, several places in Asia were hit by this enormous waves - The Tsunami
the eruption of volcano in Sumatera ,Indonesia created giant waves and only took them 3 hours to travel to Sri Lanka and India ,(tats the speed of an airplane!!)
as they travel,momemtum factors has made them into a massive one.....fiercely,they took down villages in Sri Lanka and India, chalets by the coast in thailand, it even hit Somalia in the Africa region and of coz my homeland...Malaysia.
Penang was trembled .oh come on it was the scale of 9, can it go any further?
parent of fren of mine were having their vacation in Hatyai,Thailand.
they felt the tremble,it was so strong until they saw the wall cracked.her poor dad had to run from 22nd floor with walking difficulties...
fren of my sister had her family in sg petani,Kedah.
same situation,wall cracking.so all of them had to rush out of the house.
thankfully nothing happened to all of them...
if it wasnt for Sumatera,the whole east coast of malaysia would hv been swept away....
i couldnt believe this is happening.
heard the news when i came back from vancouver, i was totally in shock!
b4 bedtime,it was reported more than 14,000 were killed.
believe it or not, this woke me up in the morning-the biggest disaster in centuries
switched on the tv this morning, it rises up to more than 22,000ppls and nearly half of them were sri-lankians.....
alot of time i question myself , "why do i hv to be the unlucky one?"
but hey! look at this
think about those victims, lost their loves one ,their homes...some of them,even their lifes! i feel fortunate and thankful for what i have...thinking back bout my problems?? they r peanuts!!
im gonna try my best to help out those victims...so ppls out there! pls....send out ur prayers n funds,im begging y'all, help as much as you can,they need it so much!!
pls ppls!!!
http://donate.wvus.org/OA_HTML/xxwvibeCCtpItmDspRte.jsp?section=10025&item=456&lid=donate&lpos=top
Saturday, December 25, 2004
X'mas
is my first xmas here, last year i arrived KLIA on xmas day.and it was the best xmas present for me .
melvin is here for the holiday season,arrived on 23rd midnight.went for late supper, lil chat n go to bed bout 3 in the morning...
on xmas eve, made reservation at Moxie's for dinner...it was a good dinner...
roast lamb was a total blast!
headed to Joan's for drinks...they wre playing this...i called " chao sui" game...
all the guys suppose to squat down with one of their leg up, they r basiclly "chairs" and ladies r circulating them while the music on,once the music is out, ur suppose to grab ur chair!! i was the first one to get out and it was on purpose..come on! they were so drunk...but all of us had a good laugh...
and i had 3 paralyzer and glass of wine,was pretty drunk by xmas hehe
xmas day, woke up late and made breakfast...looooove my hashbrown..then we took a walk at inner habour....went basiclly the whole victoria trying to find a grocery store but unfortunately no luck for us...so no roast beef or roast turkey for dinner tonight...
but the food store opposite my house were opened, and yes! the owner is chinese($$ face)
got some mushrooms n potatoes ....so our christmas dinner were :speghetti,salmon steaks,mashed potato and some veggie sticks...mmmm they were all yummy!esp the fish steaks!!! yum yum!
watched a movie n ready for bed..gotto get up early tomorrow...
coz is boxing day!!!! n we r going to vancouver shopping!!!
Oh did i mention i did very well on my exam!!! although the process was brutal but absolutely worth while
darling kissed me this morning :)
it has been a good holiday...Merry Xmas n happy new year to y'all!
melvin is here for the holiday season,arrived on 23rd midnight.went for late supper, lil chat n go to bed bout 3 in the morning...
on xmas eve, made reservation at Moxie's for dinner...it was a good dinner...
roast lamb was a total blast!
headed to Joan's for drinks...they wre playing this...i called " chao sui" game...
all the guys suppose to squat down with one of their leg up, they r basiclly "chairs" and ladies r circulating them while the music on,once the music is out, ur suppose to grab ur chair!! i was the first one to get out and it was on purpose..come on! they were so drunk...but all of us had a good laugh...
and i had 3 paralyzer and glass of wine,was pretty drunk by xmas hehe
xmas day, woke up late and made breakfast...looooove my hashbrown..then we took a walk at inner habour....went basiclly the whole victoria trying to find a grocery store but unfortunately no luck for us...so no roast beef or roast turkey for dinner tonight...
but the food store opposite my house were opened, and yes! the owner is chinese($$ face)
got some mushrooms n potatoes ....so our christmas dinner were :speghetti,salmon steaks,mashed potato and some veggie sticks...mmmm they were all yummy!esp the fish steaks!!! yum yum!
watched a movie n ready for bed..gotto get up early tomorrow...
coz is boxing day!!!! n we r going to vancouver shopping!!!
Oh did i mention i did very well on my exam!!! although the process was brutal but absolutely worth while
darling kissed me this morning :)
it has been a good holiday...Merry Xmas n happy new year to y'all!
崇洋 westernization
在加拿大逗留了一阵
回想以前
亲戚朋友们都非常的崇洋
真的不明白。
有些人在外国泡了几年咸水
就自以为是
连讲话也有外国调
实在顶不顺！
就连在外国吃吃风
也特别神气
“这双鞋是在澳洲买的，那是在香港。。。。”
哇塞！报告的不停呢！
真想兜巴兜巴括他们
觉得自己越来越爱国，哈哈！
还是家乡最好
一年之内最期待就是过新年
今年不能回家过年，没得跟家人团圆
好失望噢
嘿，亲戚朋友们！
反省反省吧!
你们都身在福中不知福
have been in canada for quite a while
thinking back...
frens n relative back home has been westernized
everything bout the "west" is good
even "mat salleh" s fart smell better
some of them, go abroad to further study
came back with weird accent
thinking they r at diff level and called the others back home
"uncivilized"
geeeez! cant stand them
some even errr...funnier, just came back from vacation
and they already so proud!
"i got this bag from Australia,tat shoe from hk"
oh god, u hv noooo idea....
"pi-pak!" *slap!*
after all these, i ve becoming more n more patriotic
MALAYSIA BOLEH!hehe
home is the best, theres no place like home for holiday
let me introduce: the east malaysia,sabah & sarawak...
how many of u... "the malaysian" has actually been there?
pulau sipadan is my next target for vacation
the sun n smell of the tropical ocean...ahhhh~
and im gonna get my diving license too *wink~*
the westerner paid thousands n thousands of dollars for that!
eh! ppls back home, open up your eyes!
stop taking things for granted n be appreciative!
coming years, i wouldnt hv the chance to celebrate cny at home
but at this foreign place(their lion dance sucks too!)
sighhh no reunion dinner with family
*sob sob* :(
回想以前
亲戚朋友们都非常的崇洋
真的不明白。
有些人在外国泡了几年咸水
就自以为是
连讲话也有外国调
实在顶不顺！
就连在外国吃吃风
也特别神气
“这双鞋是在澳洲买的，那是在香港。。。。”
哇塞！报告的不停呢！
真想兜巴兜巴括他们
觉得自己越来越爱国，哈哈！
还是家乡最好
一年之内最期待就是过新年
今年不能回家过年，没得跟家人团圆
好失望噢
嘿，亲戚朋友们！
反省反省吧!
你们都身在福中不知福
have been in canada for quite a while
thinking back...
frens n relative back home has been westernized
everything bout the "west" is good
even "mat salleh" s fart smell better
some of them, go abroad to further study
came back with weird accent
thinking they r at diff level and called the others back home
"uncivilized"
geeeez! cant stand them
some even errr...funnier, just came back from vacation
and they already so proud!
"i got this bag from Australia,tat shoe from hk"
oh god, u hv noooo idea....
"pi-pak!" *slap!*
after all these, i ve becoming more n more patriotic
MALAYSIA BOLEH!hehe
home is the best, theres no place like home for holiday
let me introduce: the east malaysia,sabah & sarawak...
how many of u... "the malaysian" has actually been there?
pulau sipadan is my next target for vacation
the sun n smell of the tropical ocean...ahhhh~
and im gonna get my diving license too *wink~*
the westerner paid thousands n thousands of dollars for that!
eh! ppls back home, open up your eyes!
stop taking things for granted n be appreciative!
coming years, i wouldnt hv the chance to celebrate cny at home
but at this foreign place(their lion dance sucks too!)
sighhh no reunion dinner with family
*sob sob* :(
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
我讨厌现在的我！
最近我 变了，
回读我的testimonials，朋友们都把我形容得象个开心果。
以前，我的确是。
最近我 变得很沉默，没幽默感。
也常拐弯说话
可能这带表必须长大了吧。
很久都没听见自己开怀大笑了。
有时真的搞不懂自己的处事能力和决定。
心情一直在变化
我到底要些什么？
我承认我很容易哭
没有什么不好意思的
哭是很正常的发泄
他说那是软弱
我才不同意呢！
憋着憋着
小心憋出病来！！
from now...
我要找回来以前的我...
回读我的testimonials，朋友们都把我形容得象个开心果。
以前，我的确是。
最近我 变得很沉默，没幽默感。
也常拐弯说话
可能这带表必须长大了吧。
很久都没听见自己开怀大笑了。
有时真的搞不懂自己的处事能力和决定。
心情一直在变化
我到底要些什么？
我承认我很容易哭
没有什么不好意思的
哭是很正常的发泄
他说那是软弱
我才不同意呢！
憋着憋着
小心憋出病来！！
from now...
我要找回来以前的我...
Monday, December 20, 2004
to be in holiday
dannsu is as busy as ever...went out shopping again,this time i got a new brush hehe,is a nice one,blends really well.besides tat,got some pads,cotton and conditioner.
i got to come home earlier today hehehe so nice..picked up the new printer on the way home and got it setted up ,but the black catridge is missing,so gotto get one tomorrow
had shabu shabu for dinner again,but this time we did it at home, went grocery with chickako and had it all ready then picked darryl and yong up...
ahhh im so full right now,think we gonna catch a movie...
isnt it nice to be in holiday???? im enjoying this so much
i got to come home earlier today hehehe so nice..picked up the new printer on the way home and got it setted up ,but the black catridge is missing,so gotto get one tomorrow
had shabu shabu for dinner again,but this time we did it at home, went grocery with chickako and had it all ready then picked darryl and yong up...
ahhh im so full right now,think we gonna catch a movie...
isnt it nice to be in holiday???? im enjoying this so much
Sunday, December 19, 2004
new notebook,yaaaaaaaaaay!!!
had a big big fight last night..dont even ask why,it was over a tiny lil deal.anyway its all good......i found out that he had a big surprise for me,i was meant to find out on christmas:he bought me a toshiba notebook and it was hiding in the basement. i was shocked and wanted him to return it coz i dont need one, have decided to just upgrade my pc by getting a second hand RAM and hard drive from wei, cost me only 60bucks , for the application that i run ,is gonna last me another two or three years...why not!?
after discussion he s not gonna return it and the notebook will belong to him, coz he s gonna get one anyway for dannsu s purposes...so this work out perfect and im happy with it...
Dannsu was busy today, so bloody tired today but went shopping had brighten my day hehe..bought myself a levi's jean, yea i ripped my old one, dunno how.....besides tat, a nice warm scarf ,bronzer and eye shadow...mmmmmm,this feels great!! but didnt do any shopping for anybody besides myself....hehehe tats the best part isnt it?
came home and we "hoi zheong" the new laptop heheh we were like two lil kids, so excited and happy....
ahhh still damn bloody tired, tats it for today,later!
after discussion he s not gonna return it and the notebook will belong to him, coz he s gonna get one anyway for dannsu s purposes...so this work out perfect and im happy with it...
Dannsu was busy today, so bloody tired today but went shopping had brighten my day hehe..bought myself a levi's jean, yea i ripped my old one, dunno how.....besides tat, a nice warm scarf ,bronzer and eye shadow...mmmmmm,this feels great!! but didnt do any shopping for anybody besides myself....hehehe tats the best part isnt it?
came home and we "hoi zheong" the new laptop heheh we were like two lil kids, so excited and happy....
ahhh still damn bloody tired, tats it for today,later!
Saturday, December 18, 2004
hey my real weekend!
thats it! the bridge is finally over!! we had out last exam yesterday and mind me! it was a tough one..but during the exam, darrell was distributing this free beer coupon to us...kinda distracting but it was cool of him...
didnt go to steamer to claim my free beer,had lunch with wei,ken n the rest and head down to spinnaker, when i got there, everyone were pretty drunk and we had a really good time. Yup we definately need to celebrate!
got my calculus result...as i expected,a B so im happy with that...but there were quite a few ppls failed, i think i could strike a few As this term ,lets kept our finger crossed!!
pheeeeeeew!! im really glad this is over, u hv no idea how happy i am.
got up this morning ,we went for a walk at breakwater.it was really nice,fresh air... ocean breeze...took a deep breath and i felt so relief ,no more library during weekends.
went to see shirley,she s the old lady tat i used to clean her house last year, brought her a christmas present, i ve been meant to go see her but havent got time,she s really nice, her bungee bird ,joey died and she got a new green one named mr.feather. the reason she picked mr.feather was because some other birds were picking on him at the pet shop and she saved his life..haha
shirley got some ear balancing problem.. she fell about two months ago and broke her wrist, still need a month or so before she could fully recover,she had broken her arm,her hip,her leg and her wrist b4 because of this....poor her
its been a busy day at dannsu today and i got a serious menstrual pain,damn!!
ppls r doing their christmas shopping and i havent started mine yet, made a list today and gotto start my mission tomorrow!! i might make a turkey on christmas, been saying that for many times but always got an excuse,and never ges to do it grrrrrr!!
didnt go to steamer to claim my free beer,had lunch with wei,ken n the rest and head down to spinnaker, when i got there, everyone were pretty drunk and we had a really good time. Yup we definately need to celebrate!
got my calculus result...as i expected,a B so im happy with that...but there were quite a few ppls failed, i think i could strike a few As this term ,lets kept our finger crossed!!
pheeeeeeew!! im really glad this is over, u hv no idea how happy i am.
got up this morning ,we went for a walk at breakwater.it was really nice,fresh air... ocean breeze...took a deep breath and i felt so relief ,no more library during weekends.
went to see shirley,she s the old lady tat i used to clean her house last year, brought her a christmas present, i ve been meant to go see her but havent got time,she s really nice, her bungee bird ,joey died and she got a new green one named mr.feather. the reason she picked mr.feather was because some other birds were picking on him at the pet shop and she saved his life..haha
shirley got some ear balancing problem.. she fell about two months ago and broke her wrist, still need a month or so before she could fully recover,she had broken her arm,her hip,her leg and her wrist b4 because of this....poor her
its been a busy day at dannsu today and i got a serious menstrual pain,damn!!
ppls r doing their christmas shopping and i havent started mine yet, made a list today and gotto start my mission tomorrow!! i might make a turkey on christmas, been saying that for many times but always got an excuse,and never ges to do it grrrrrr!!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
lucky pen
just came back from shabu shabu(jap hot pot) with my course mates,followed by bubble tea,felt as though exam is over,but actually two more to go...
well anyway we had a good time,and im so full right now hehe
was so mang zang the whole day today, got irritated with everyone who came along,
maybe pms...(opps!) DE was a gift today, i had two good exams which was written with wei s pen,hehehe so i called that my lucky pen and get him to loan me the pen for the rest of the week.hehe very 8 hor...but once feng told me to get a nice pencil b4 exams and ull write ur exam with better mood ....u think so?mmmm maybe so
still havent heard from SS, hope she s doing fine
well anyway we had a good time,and im so full right now hehe
was so mang zang the whole day today, got irritated with everyone who came along,
maybe pms...(opps!) DE was a gift today, i had two good exams which was written with wei s pen,hehehe so i called that my lucky pen and get him to loan me the pen for the rest of the week.hehe very 8 hor...but once feng told me to get a nice pencil b4 exams and ull write ur exam with better mood ....u think so?mmmm maybe so
still havent heard from SS, hope she s doing fine
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
my goal-another step closer
I was really happy after calculus final today,
nono, is not that i did good, but i knew i could get what i expected
which is quite a low expectation (pass!)
use to study real hard to strike As but no, after that incident!
i learnt how to take it easy, learnt when to say no....
thinking of this is coming to the end, i felt so relief
there are few ppls that i really need to thank : my Darling, my mom,Wei,Paul,Ken and Blair...hehhe sounded like a speech after grammy award or something huh..
read a blog from somebody, who soon will be graduated to be an engineer!!i dunno her but just so happen to clicked on her site.
there r pics of whole bunch of female engineers celebrating...school ended!!
mmmmm im looking forward for that too, hopefully two more years, ill be able to grant my degree ,ahhh...during then....dream will come true...im not sure how passion i am towards my field but thats the goal i setted for myself many years ago..
and i gotto archieve it!!
nono, is not that i did good, but i knew i could get what i expected
which is quite a low expectation (pass!)
use to study real hard to strike As but no, after that incident!
i learnt how to take it easy, learnt when to say no....
thinking of this is coming to the end, i felt so relief
there are few ppls that i really need to thank : my Darling, my mom,Wei,Paul,Ken and Blair...hehhe sounded like a speech after grammy award or something huh..
read a blog from somebody, who soon will be graduated to be an engineer!!i dunno her but just so happen to clicked on her site.
there r pics of whole bunch of female engineers celebrating...school ended!!
mmmmm im looking forward for that too, hopefully two more years, ill be able to grant my degree ,ahhh...during then....dream will come true...im not sure how passion i am towards my field but thats the goal i setted for myself many years ago..
and i gotto archieve it!!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
my morning routine was messed!!
ppls said i looked tired today...
of coz lah!! because........
this morning i forgot to "draw" my eyes,so that they ll look slightly bigger...
forgot put mascara on my eyelashes,so that they ll look slightly longer...
forgot to bring my water bottle also....
realised all of that when im on the way to school...
oh well....i was late for my first final!!
actually i lied, i wasnt that late...
but final week definately messd up my morning routine...
geeeeeez i tot college life is fun????
damn bridge program and victoria!!
i ve lost my sense of humour,
and became so intensed and hypersensitive....
i need to find the old time sulee....
the one who laugh alot,the "happy go lucky" one
of coz lah!! because........
this morning i forgot to "draw" my eyes,so that they ll look slightly bigger...
forgot put mascara on my eyelashes,so that they ll look slightly longer...
forgot to bring my water bottle also....
realised all of that when im on the way to school...
oh well....i was late for my first final!!
actually i lied, i wasnt that late...
but final week definately messd up my morning routine...
geeeeeez i tot college life is fun????
damn bridge program and victoria!!
i ve lost my sense of humour,
and became so intensed and hypersensitive....
i need to find the old time sulee....
the one who laugh alot,the "happy go lucky" one
普通的 VS 真正的
一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。 一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。
一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。 一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。 一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。 一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。
一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。 一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。
一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。 一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。 一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。 一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你身邊。
一個球是一個圈子，沒有起始，也沒有結束。
它把我們結合在一起，像一圈子的朋友。
但是留給你去看的秘密寶藏就是你給予我的珍貴友誼。
一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。 一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。
一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。 一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。
一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。 一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。
一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。 一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。
一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。 一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。
一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。 一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。
一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。
一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。 一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你身邊。
一個球是一個圈子，沒有起始，也沒有結束。
它把我們結合在一起，像一圈子的朋友。
但是留給你去看的秘密寶藏就是你給予我的珍貴友誼。
Friday, December 10, 2004
breeeze........
im surprisingly in a very relaxing mood today...mmm maybe those chinese herbs really help.....
i like chatting with "wong lou sin sang",(the chinese herbalist that i go to), sometime he talks too much n can be pain in the ass when im in the rush, but he s an interesting old man...
there was once i skipped my medicine for few weeks and eventually went back, he was unhappy and started talking to me with " bones" in his words, saying that there were this patient of him not following his instructions...bla bla bla....and i got irritated and was like : ur not talking about me arent you?
he paused for a while and answered me with sarcasm tone again " mmmmmm haiiiiii (noooo)"
hahahha
bought a chinese dictionary,with the intention of wanna pick up some words that i ve forgotten, ended up didnt touch it at all.... mmmm but im really glad that i was sent to chinese primary school ......
havent been spoken to any of my "sei tong"...
mmmmmmm, sleepy liao..zzzzzz
i like chatting with "wong lou sin sang",(the chinese herbalist that i go to), sometime he talks too much n can be pain in the ass when im in the rush, but he s an interesting old man...
there was once i skipped my medicine for few weeks and eventually went back, he was unhappy and started talking to me with " bones" in his words, saying that there were this patient of him not following his instructions...bla bla bla....and i got irritated and was like : ur not talking about me arent you?
he paused for a while and answered me with sarcasm tone again " mmmmmm haiiiiii (noooo)"
hahahha
bought a chinese dictionary,with the intention of wanna pick up some words that i ve forgotten, ended up didnt touch it at all.... mmmm but im really glad that i was sent to chinese primary school ......
havent been spoken to any of my "sei tong"...
mmmmmmm, sleepy liao..zzzzzz
hey! i could smell holiday!!
my final starts tomorrow, and this program will be over!!!FINALLY!!!!!!! and im only one step closer...they said that if u could go through this program, ull be flying through UVIC...lets keep our fingers crossed n pray hard.
felt as though being dragged by a truck along these six months,rough! realllll rough!!
and i could smell my holiday ahead, yooooohooo!
any plan ?
do absolutely nothing and just relax!! melvin will be visiting during christmas and i hope the weather dont get too bad ,there will be no white christmas ..only rainy one! sucks huh??GRRRRR....
felt as though being dragged by a truck along these six months,rough! realllll rough!!
and i could smell my holiday ahead, yooooohooo!
any plan ?
do absolutely nothing and just relax!! melvin will be visiting during christmas and i hope the weather dont get too bad ,there will be no white christmas ..only rainy one! sucks huh??GRRRRR....
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
心理减压二十法
1、 开怀大笑是消除压力的最好方法，也是一种愉快的发泄方式。
2、 轻松的音乐有助于缓解压力。如果你懂得弹钢琴、弹吉他或其他乐器。不妨以此来对付心绪不宁。
3、 在僻静处大声喊叫或放声大哭，也是减轻体内压力的一种方法。
4、 阅读书报可以说是最简单、消费最低的消遣方式，不仅有助于缓解压力，还可以使人增加知识和乐趣。
5、 做错了事，要想到谁都有可能犯错误，因而继续继续正常地工作。
6、 高谈阔论会使血压升高，而沉默则有助于降压。在没必要说话时最好保持沉默，听别人说话同样是一件惬意的事情。
7、 与人为善，千万别怀恨在心。忿恨埋在自己的心里，付出的利息则是紧张的情绪。
8、 世上没有完美，甚至缺少公正；我努力了，能好最好，好不了也不是自己的错。正所谓“事事我曾努力，成败不必在我”。
9、 学会放松，对工作统筹安排，从而能劳逸结合，自在生活。
10、回避一些不必要的、纷繁复杂的活动，从一些人为制造的杂乱和疲劳中摆脱出来。
11、夜深人静时，让自己的心彻底静下来，悄悄地讲一些只让自已能听到的话，然后酣然入梦。
12、不要害怕承认自己能力有限，学会在适当的时候说“不”。
13、放慢生活节奏，把无所事事的时间也安排在日程表中。
14、超然洒脱地面对人生。想得开没有精神负担，放得下没有精神压力，淡泊为怀，知足常乐。
15、在非原则问题上不去计较，在细小问题上不去纠缠，对不便回答的问题佯装不懂，以聪明的“糊涂”舒缓压力。
16、遇事是否沉着，是一个人是否成熟的标志之一。沉着冷静地处理各种复杂问题，有助于舒缓紧张压力。
17、不妨给久未联系的亲友写封信或发封邮件，不仅可吐露一下自己的感受，同样也能让对方在收到信件时得到意外的惊喜。
18、当你无力改变现状时，应学会换一个角度看问题。
19、烦躁时，请睁大眼睛眺望远方，看看天边有什么奇特的景象。
20、既然昨天和以前的日子都过去了，那么今后的日子也一定会安然度过，多念念“车到山前必有路”。
2、 轻松的音乐有助于缓解压力。如果你懂得弹钢琴、弹吉他或其他乐器。不妨以此来对付心绪不宁。
3、 在僻静处大声喊叫或放声大哭，也是减轻体内压力的一种方法。
4、 阅读书报可以说是最简单、消费最低的消遣方式，不仅有助于缓解压力，还可以使人增加知识和乐趣。
5、 做错了事，要想到谁都有可能犯错误，因而继续继续正常地工作。
6、 高谈阔论会使血压升高，而沉默则有助于降压。在没必要说话时最好保持沉默，听别人说话同样是一件惬意的事情。
7、 与人为善，千万别怀恨在心。忿恨埋在自己的心里，付出的利息则是紧张的情绪。
8、 世上没有完美，甚至缺少公正；我努力了，能好最好，好不了也不是自己的错。正所谓“事事我曾努力，成败不必在我”。
9、 学会放松，对工作统筹安排，从而能劳逸结合，自在生活。
10、回避一些不必要的、纷繁复杂的活动，从一些人为制造的杂乱和疲劳中摆脱出来。
11、夜深人静时，让自己的心彻底静下来，悄悄地讲一些只让自已能听到的话，然后酣然入梦。
12、不要害怕承认自己能力有限，学会在适当的时候说“不”。
13、放慢生活节奏，把无所事事的时间也安排在日程表中。
14、超然洒脱地面对人生。想得开没有精神负担，放得下没有精神压力，淡泊为怀，知足常乐。
15、在非原则问题上不去计较，在细小问题上不去纠缠，对不便回答的问题佯装不懂，以聪明的“糊涂”舒缓压力。
16、遇事是否沉着，是一个人是否成熟的标志之一。沉着冷静地处理各种复杂问题，有助于舒缓紧张压力。
17、不妨给久未联系的亲友写封信或发封邮件，不仅可吐露一下自己的感受，同样也能让对方在收到信件时得到意外的惊喜。
18、当你无力改变现状时，应学会换一个角度看问题。
19、烦躁时，请睁大眼睛眺望远方，看看天边有什么奇特的景象。
20、既然昨天和以前的日子都过去了，那么今后的日子也一定会安然度过，多念念“车到山前必有路”。
Friday, December 03, 2004
awww u poorthing
whole body is aching coz been sleeping on the floor for two nights. nono, we didnt fight...it just that he has been having serious back problem , i yielded the bed because of my sleeping behaviour , duwanna break his bone...hahah nahhhhhhh aint tat bad...
he was really hurting this morning,could hardly got himself out of the bed, geeeez got quite worried.so we went to doctor this afternoon , got some herbs and hopefully he ll be ok soon.
ahhh neck n shoulder is really stiff, need a good massage .
BEWARE !"cold" is in town!! cant afford to get sick at these critical moment.....
did badly in the test today
he was really hurting this morning,could hardly got himself out of the bed, geeeez got quite worried.so we went to doctor this afternoon , got some herbs and hopefully he ll be ok soon.
ahhh neck n shoulder is really stiff, need a good massage .
BEWARE !"cold" is in town!! cant afford to get sick at these critical moment.....
did badly in the test today
Sunday, November 28, 2004
politics + heavy work load
i dunno how to deal with politics....sometime even too slow to get anything......
ya ya i dont get ur western jokes,so leave me alone...
i just wanna finish this off and get out of here ASAP
the experience has been hell for me,but im proud that im making it through....
thanks to the ppls who has been here for me...
so soosian, thats what i meant by 3 more weeks to go....and im desperately begging myself to hang in there....
ya ya i dont get ur western jokes,so leave me alone...
i just wanna finish this off and get out of here ASAP
the experience has been hell for me,but im proud that im making it through....
thanks to the ppls who has been here for me...
so soosian, thats what i meant by 3 more weeks to go....and im desperately begging myself to hang in there....
Saturday, November 27, 2004
hair cut
went window shopping last night, noticed ppls around were so happy ,yeaaa i could smell "Xmas" in the air...street lights are soo pretty ,
walked by a mirror, looked at myself.......wah lau eh......who are u ? i looked soooo "chaarn"...
ok i need a haircut
went to Tina,but her boss said she ve been transfered, ok fair enough..
."how bout let this korean guy do the cut, he s good" ,"alright.....lets do it"
i wasnt gonna chop my hair that short but he said it suits me, plus he was bit pushy....
"alright,ur the boss,u know the stuff,do it!"
by the way i need a "change" too...
how did it go??
put it this way, i dont feel like going out today....
walked by a mirror, looked at myself.......wah lau eh......who are u ? i looked soooo "chaarn"...
ok i need a haircut
went to Tina,but her boss said she ve been transfered, ok fair enough..
."how bout let this korean guy do the cut, he s good" ,"alright.....lets do it"
i wasnt gonna chop my hair that short but he said it suits me, plus he was bit pushy....
"alright,ur the boss,u know the stuff,do it!"
by the way i need a "change" too...
how did it go??
put it this way, i dont feel like going out today....
Friday, November 26, 2004
real weekend
guess what, is another friday and my school day ended with this gift midterm. we were all blessed by mr pimlott. demo went super smooth ,hey mr pfeifer, im worried bout java on next tuesday.
Lai,take it easy on calculus on thursday,
ohh cazelais warned us about discrete on friday, gonna be a tough one!
what the heck,lots to be done this weekend,when will i have a "real" weekend?!?!
ahhhhhh stupid sticky rice is sticking all around my stomach!!so uncomfortable......alright im going shopping right now!! for the heck of unbalance chemical in my brain, getting on my nerves!!
yooohooo!!
errrrrr,wait a minute, i mean window shopping.
Lai,take it easy on calculus on thursday,
ohh cazelais warned us about discrete on friday, gonna be a tough one!
what the heck,lots to be done this weekend,when will i have a "real" weekend?!?!
ahhhhhh stupid sticky rice is sticking all around my stomach!!so uncomfortable......alright im going shopping right now!! for the heck of unbalance chemical in my brain, getting on my nerves!!
yooohooo!!
errrrrr,wait a minute, i mean window shopping.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
simple life
i ve always wanted a simple life, but sometime i get envy seeing somebody else having an extrordinary life....such a dilemma.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Monday, November 22, 2004
competition
i dont even know what r u ppls competing about, seats are guarantee for each and every single one of u. i know i know, competition is proportional to higher performance,but this is getting annoying u know??grrrrrrrrrr!
instead of tat, why dont u guys help each other to go through this?
instead of tat, why dont u guys help each other to go through this?
Sunday, November 21, 2004
ding geh ding
geeeeeez gained so much weight,im like storig up for winter.....arrrrggggggggg so frusfrating.....
done discrete,done mech,not even halfway through de,guess i made it up for yesterday
oh yea did i forget to mention that we r all allowed to switch from computer to electrical.....get to do what i like,tats always good. and i want a new computer for christmas present!!!! how bout a notebook? even better!!!
done discrete,done mech,not even halfway through de,guess i made it up for yesterday
oh yea did i forget to mention that we r all allowed to switch from computer to electrical.....get to do what i like,tats always good. and i want a new computer for christmas present!!!! how bout a notebook? even better!!!
Friday, November 19, 2004
"on" again?
called home last night, guess what mom said to me? she was actually considering of coming again since she has got all her stuff sorted out ,plus she s bored and got nothing better to do....i think she didnt use to worry so much about me b4 she saw what i was going through....oh believe me it was really bad. and i felt kinda bad coz i totally lost it infront of her.
yea i broke down just like this weak helpless puppy looking for sympathy and attention. sickening!
i think i gotto start writting more positively and happily, duwanna pass on those negative energy , and boring stressful vibes to my blog readers. maybe i should set up another one just for myself, to bla whatever i want
yea i broke down just like this weak helpless puppy looking for sympathy and attention. sickening!
i think i gotto start writting more positively and happily, duwanna pass on those negative energy , and boring stressful vibes to my blog readers. maybe i should set up another one just for myself, to bla whatever i want
Friday, November 12, 2004
day after remembrance day
did absolutely no study but hv fun yesterday,gold stream,dinner, movie..... kept telling myself that i deserve this but felt kinda bad...oh well we r just whole bunch of salmon trying to struggle to swim upstream, need some rest before we could strike again. and yes salmon run was interesting......
wasnt able to sleep well last night and didnt go to school today, make me feel even worse although there were only two classes. alright alright! u ve had enough fun and gotto start planning out for the weekend.
darryl n i were expecting a shipment today, they ve done such a bad job packing and most of the stuff inside r broken. so frusfrating!
who should we claim the damage from?
wasnt able to sleep well last night and didnt go to school today, make me feel even worse although there were only two classes. alright alright! u ve had enough fun and gotto start planning out for the weekend.
darryl n i were expecting a shipment today, they ve done such a bad job packing and most of the stuff inside r broken. so frusfrating!
who should we claim the damage from?
Monday, November 01, 2004
blame it on the bridge
mom suppose to fly after mid night at 145am and we mistaken it as tomorrow afternoon 145pm...my oh my still cant believe how we let this happened...anyway thank god we found out like 4 hours b4 and got it canceled and to re-book again....hehe happy in a way that she s staying for a lil while more but she sure damn pissed off..
oh well guess ill blame it on the bridge!!GRRRRRRR!!!
oh well guess ill blame it on the bridge!!GRRRRRRR!!!
ouch!
sigh....mom s leaving tomorrow, time flies eh. had lotsa good times, we tend to express each other more and better than before ...
im sorry that i make you worry, i know i ve been spoilt this month, hope that things back home will be good
im sorry that i make you worry, i know i ve been spoilt this month, hope that things back home will be good
Saturday, October 30, 2004
halloween eve
corn maze wasnt as good as last year but we had lotsa fun walked around downtown....,good atmosphere!! ahhhhh i wanna dress up too hehehe ,maybe next year when i hv more time to shop around.....well at least i got my face painted
for the sack of updating
got tons been happening lately ,maybe thats why havent got the chance or mood to keep track with blog...
anyway..things has been better right now and hopefully will maintain at this level.....i dont need maximum performance but just to be at what i am right now..will be good enough for me......
godbless, amitabha,nam myo horen ge kyo....
anyway..things has been better right now and hopefully will maintain at this level.....i dont need maximum performance but just to be at what i am right now..will be good enough for me......
godbless, amitabha,nam myo horen ge kyo....
Thursday, October 14, 2004
GOOD LUCK and BAD LUCK
BAD LUCK:
This morning started out terrible!!! im very "pantang" coz when u just woke up and being so grumpy, u duwan anything bad to happen at that moment...esp i woke up at 6 to write my physics report. and just when i finished, my pc hanged!!! i swear!! i was soooooo close of dumping it out the window, SOOO CLOSEEE....@#$^%!@%$@
GOOD LUCK:
went to school thinking that i might not be able to hand it in, my face "cao kanasai" ...
Is the power of coffee changed my morning (hopefully my day), amazing isnt it?!
ppls around me r not that "yong sui" after coffee...
i feel prettier after coffee...
face muscles loosen up after coffee...
"keng leh...mann nei sei mei"!!
then, the good news is : we dont hv to hand in our report today but next week....hoooorayy!!!
a spa and thai massage would make my day complete....
This morning started out terrible!!! im very "pantang" coz when u just woke up and being so grumpy, u duwan anything bad to happen at that moment...esp i woke up at 6 to write my physics report. and just when i finished, my pc hanged!!! i swear!! i was soooooo close of dumping it out the window, SOOO CLOSEEE....@#$^%!@%$@
GOOD LUCK:
went to school thinking that i might not be able to hand it in, my face "cao kanasai" ...
Is the power of coffee changed my morning (hopefully my day), amazing isnt it?!
ppls around me r not that "yong sui" after coffee...
i feel prettier after coffee...
face muscles loosen up after coffee...
"keng leh...mann nei sei mei"!!
then, the good news is : we dont hv to hand in our report today but next week....hoooorayy!!!
a spa and thai massage would make my day complete....
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
pockets inside me
why do ppls r so into zodiac or fortune telling, basiclly they just tell u what you are....i ve came across many of those emails to tell me who i am,wat i like and wat i dislike....how would u respond to it?
"oh yea thats so true, thats so me!!!"
or
"arrr those r all bullshit! i aint this and that"
(well, u think u know urself that well?)
I dont see the point even though they are true,i think ppls around would know me better than i know myself..sound pathedic isnt it? i may strike u as this very confident person but really,im not....sometime it feels as though theres another person lives inside me .....yea i know this sound scary...how many of u do feel like this?
yea yea , i know what you think of me, u just never shut up, if u could just try to listen, listen doesnt mean keep quiet n let me talk, but to understand
can u understand me?
something has been hurting me for long long time which im not aware of...it poped out once in a while to bother me, to really really bother me.....HELP!!
"oh yea thats so true, thats so me!!!"
or
"arrr those r all bullshit! i aint this and that"
(well, u think u know urself that well?)
I dont see the point even though they are true,i think ppls around would know me better than i know myself..sound pathedic isnt it? i may strike u as this very confident person but really,im not....sometime it feels as though theres another person lives inside me .....yea i know this sound scary...how many of u do feel like this?
yea yea , i know what you think of me, u just never shut up, if u could just try to listen, listen doesnt mean keep quiet n let me talk, but to understand
can u understand me?
something has been hurting me for long long time which im not aware of...it poped out once in a while to bother me, to really really bother me.....HELP!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
assumptions we all made
sometime things may not be as hard as they seemed if u pay more attention to it...dont under estimate your ability and just assume that ur not capable of doing it... that is just another excuse of being lazy.
Monday, October 11, 2004
thanksgiving
is thanksgiving day, lets hv turkey!!! oh well....maybe we ll get some chicken instead, i dont hv 6 hours to make turkey...have been wondering whats the story behind thanksgiving, izzit the day to express gratitude? i dunno, i was told it was the day that european discovered the land of north america, they met up with the natives here and had a big feast together...(of coz turkey was the main course),maybe thats why they hv american thanksgiving and canadian thanksgiving....
Sunday, October 10, 2004
tau hong
been treating ppls cold lately,dont feel like "entertaining" em...geeeez cant i be more consistent?!? i hate ppl who mood swing or we rather call them "tau hong",why do i hv to be the one?
Saturday, October 09, 2004
be happy with what u have
stop complaining!! i know alot of us wish to be born with a good life,or wat the say "born with a golden key".. but if we were born like that, u and i wouldnt be who we are right now, which we should be proud of...agree?
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
password
is an honour as well as burden to be given the "password" to access to others secrets, and i like to share my "password" with ppls i trust,guess thats a sign of selfishness...coz im sharing my burdens with them as well...
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hunting for sunshine
is grey out there, has been raining the whole day.....sometime i love rain but most of the time it just brings me down, ill be cold and moody.....used to take the lovely weather for granted,now im hunting for sunshine...i can literally see changes in myself with or without sunshine...guess im just being human being for taking things for granted huh?
Sunday, October 03, 2004
grumpy sulee!
theres so much to be done today,sunday always started out good.
was late for world peace gonkyo today ,komiko, natzuki and i missed the gonkyo, my bad! actually ill blame it on kelly(tried to call her the whole morning to send birthday wishes and right up to now, still couldnt get through her cell GRRRR!!!)But meeting was good though.everybody was happy n energetic.
Im all drained, finally get the house "blink blink" and ready for mom s arrival ... and ur right out there,enjoying the sunshine while having beers with terry, HOW DARE YOU!" oh well is all good....at least reese(terrys dog) had a good time running around the yard)
super grumpy today, think im getting old,not in good shape anymore!
have u ever wonder where and what will u be 10 years from now? i always do, "future" is very important to me, it'll prove if "present" is worth while, even though mine is a boring ordinary one...
im so excited and cant wait to see mom tomorrow.
pheeeeew! finally got calc homework done!
was late for world peace gonkyo today ,komiko, natzuki and i missed the gonkyo, my bad! actually ill blame it on kelly(tried to call her the whole morning to send birthday wishes and right up to now, still couldnt get through her cell GRRRR!!!)But meeting was good though.everybody was happy n energetic.
Im all drained, finally get the house "blink blink" and ready for mom s arrival ... and ur right out there,enjoying the sunshine while having beers with terry, HOW DARE YOU!" oh well is all good....at least reese(terrys dog) had a good time running around the yard)
super grumpy today, think im getting old,not in good shape anymore!
have u ever wonder where and what will u be 10 years from now? i always do, "future" is very important to me, it'll prove if "present" is worth while, even though mine is a boring ordinary one...
im so excited and cant wait to see mom tomorrow.
pheeeeew! finally got calc homework done!
Friday, October 01, 2004
no comment!
Its another friday, i better enjoy this weekend b4 things get out of control........ahhh is not that bad....(yet),just the first week of school right.
but hey, u already got ur homework piling up now, better watch it!!
i have to balance out , not going to let myself fall into "that period of time" again...even though they said "u wont hv a "life" being in this program!"
screw that!!(life in past 3 months was rough and brutal though)
Gilles a.k.a math teacher asked if im a vietnamese coz my last name is NG, geeeeez! dont i look like chinese? "no, im from malaysia,malaysian chinese"......
Most ppls here first heard about Malaysia through the case of "Mahathir VS Anwar", and majority of them are not great fan of Dr.M coz he basicly threw his "best fren" into jail(not according to me!). what do i think of it? is politic man, no comment!!
but hey, u already got ur homework piling up now, better watch it!!
i have to balance out , not going to let myself fall into "that period of time" again...even though they said "u wont hv a "life" being in this program!"
screw that!!(life in past 3 months was rough and brutal though)
Gilles a.k.a math teacher asked if im a vietnamese coz my last name is NG, geeeeez! dont i look like chinese? "no, im from malaysia,malaysian chinese"......
Most ppls here first heard about Malaysia through the case of "Mahathir VS Anwar", and majority of them are not great fan of Dr.M coz he basicly threw his "best fren" into jail(not according to me!). what do i think of it? is politic man, no comment!!
Thursday, September 30, 2004
self centered
notice that when i write, i tend to put many "I" in my sentences, once someone told me thats the sign of being self centered, and it is very true...i chant for myself to listen than just blurted everything about "I,I,I;Me,Me,Me;Myself,Myself,Myself"
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