some pictures update

remember last week? when su ann n her frens came "camped" at out place?


when we went for the best fish and chips ever in town!! (which cost bloody 20$ for halibut dinner)


by the most beautiful scenery -the boat houses



where we saw somebody was walking their "rabbit" unleashed!


anyway...was last day of final exam yesterday, normally after the exam u ll be saying to each other "hv a nice holiday!"

but no, frens said to me :" see you on monday!" grumblez!!

guess wat we had for dinner last night?


the chef is still making with a chef assistant - i honestly will say is restaurant quality!


still cannot guess? how about a lil hints



tada!! it was fettucine carbonara!!!


seriously, is better than the ones i had in restaurants! huge giant prawns which i been craving for daysssss!! slurp!


see the wine glasses? once again, im drunk! hehe (nahh just alil high)

wats love?

being in a relationship can be a beautiful thing ,but turn the table around it will be the most powerful weapon of all.

you can never measure how bad it can hurt u.

just spoken to fren who is still struggling to get out of a fresh break up, and the way she persistent about it and somehow still not completely given up n yet still trying to work things out for the 100th times kinda scared me. Imagine what LOVE can do to u.

and another fren of mine, still painful from the "god knows how long it had ended" relationship.

I really feel bad for them, in a way i feel like grab on their shoulders firmly and shake it as hard as i could, wake up friends!! stop hurting urself like that!! but in a way it ll be ignorant, i am fortunate that i ve never had such encounter, but why if one day it happens to me? i might suddenly realise how they feel.

had two visitors from vancouver , bruce and heng who r both kenny's housemates. one of them is also at the critical stage of a two years relationship. We been thru the exact same situation, so darling n him had alot of talking about this.

and i was told to give the other party some advices. first of all i dunno them that well and wouldnt it be awkward for them to just open up to total strangers? another thing is, i really sucked at this giving advices thing, maybe is the pressure of chances of me screwing up becoz i said the wrong thing? but the main thing is, i realised that i never put myself in their shoes when i start blabing what they should do, as though is as easy as it speaks. but for things that i been thru, i might be able to share some experience.

i know i will be uncomfortable if my critical stage bf returned from an island and suddenly two strangers know everything n started talking to me all about our relationship.

put it this way, few years ago , i will hv no pro open up myself to anybody but now i ve had issue trusting ppls and obviously the level of my comfort with stranger had a tremendous change throughout years.

anyway all of u will hv my best wishes.

day out to the beach

turned out, the exam that i gave up wasnt bad at all!

after im done with final today, we went to the beach becoz it was about 20something degree out there..super sunny! even the bunnies in campus were laying around sun bathing, so were the chicks :)

anyway back to the beach, it was a spot for rock climbing too, i was super sleepy, as they were blowing up the dingy , i climbed up to the rock n found a comfort spot n closed my eyes while enjoying the sunshine.

there were few 15/16 yrs old teenagers playing in the water. one of them(in white bikini) i dunno where she got all those black oil all over her body and she literally looked into darling's eyes as she was rubbing those oil on her breasts!!

it was kinda awkward so darling responded :"those r nice"

bloody hell!!

LESSON 1: never leave ur man with bunch of itsy bitsy teenagers on the beach!

jim showed up with a canoe so we took pooky out. Pedalling was quite an exercise..

do not judge

this is exactly why i hate having the exams spread over a long period of time, i mean like freaking 3 weeks! is really unfair for those courses laying at the back, im basiclly at the point of giving up study!

I want my holiday!! even though i know im not gonna get any, yesterday's exam was brutal! i ve had so many bad ones that i seriously gave up! but last night su ann brought 4 of her frens over to victoria, and to think i will miss that fun drinking night? hell no! i freaking joined them and had the best time ever (although i passed out like after 2 drinks)

u know we always hear this saying, dont judge a book by its cover, we went for breakfast at this super busy restaurant this morning and we saw this weird looking guy and he was kinda talking to us. and then he dissapeared and we saw him again in the shop right after we opened it, so to think that he might hv some funny ideas becoz he has a huge jacket wrap around his hand, he could obvious hide a buddha in there if he wanted to.

so we werent very nice to him , i was guarding him the entire time! only i hv to go like after 10 mins to the freakin library, turned out! he spent like 700$ in the store!! oh yea! thats a big sales!! turned out he left the breakfast place becoz the waitress was rude to him, and he obviously didnt get offended by our not-so-friendly treatment :)

now once again, u dunno me, dont judge me!

obsasi

I love to cook ,

and love it even more seeing others enjoying my cooking.

after a fabulous dinner last night, we proceeded to drinking, well of coz i was already drinking while cooking and so were others.

having a glass of wine lying around the kitchen counter while i battled my ass off make me feel very Italian - now everybody says VAPANAPOLI!

question! if u talk about crazy sex with ur friends too often, does it make u wanna cheat on ur partner?

so,bugger off friends!

these days i find myself missing pooky alot! whenever im in the libary, or at work, or.... up to the point i will open up all his pictures and grin at the computer screen, he is really so cute!!!! i mean i have a Australian terrier calender but seriously pooky is cuter than any of those dogs in there....
the moment that i look forward to the most is to see him again n play with him at the end of the day.

but sadly , maybe i havent been spending much time with him, i dont think he's very thrilled to see me anymore..like when i tried to hug him he will snuggled off from me. when i pretend to cry he no longer come n lick on my face anymore..

and obviously he prefers darling so much more than me, sighhhhh~ whyyyyyyyyyyy.......poooooooooky!!

now this is getting serious!

now picture is almost 12 midnite and ur trying to squeeze in some last minute study for the final exam early tomorrow morning.

and the minute someone came home with booze, u dropped everything n went get drunk then sleep.

HELP! im having serious drinking problem.

with only 4 hours of sleep coz i had to wake up extra early to finish up b4 im partly prepared. thank goodness the questions werent surprising :)
so i dragged my tired body down to the shop n let darling off, i promised him a day off with his cousin today.

i did quite well in sales inspite how tired i was, hadnt felt so sleepy for long long time......

woke up at 9 after a long nap, and look what darling just got me!!! i will be so happy for the rest of the nightSSSSSSS

eagle close up

was starving in the library yesterday, and was in the mood of making good dinner - when i said good,i meant fried charsiu pork chop, yu heong keh zhi (spicy garlic eggplant), and fancy prawn + veggie egg fu yong. yum~

after a satisfying dinner , we took a walk in beacon hill park, so pooky can also happily piss n poo everywhere..he seriously has this dominant issue, coz he pissed like a hundred times on every bushes, two drops on each though, we r considering getting him fixed.

so anyway, as we were walking n we spotted this huge eagle flying towards our way and only less than 10 feet above us, obviously it was in its hunting mode. thank goodness pooky was just right by us and i immediately squated down n grabbed on his collar as the eagle flew by, i had never in my life seen an eagle that close up b4, it was a huge n beautiful creature.

wouldnt dare to imagine what will happen if pooky was somewhere far from us. Im pretty sure that eagle was aiming for him.

so we felt iffy and left beacon hill park n took him to mystic ville instead, mystic ville is another off leash dog park in my campus, ppls usually bring their puppies there becoz there's fence. as we entered the fence, we saw these two asian ( i strongly believe is hongkie) with their cute lil schnauzer. as pooky happily ran to them , they immediately picked up their dog n wouldnt let pooky touch him/her.

we were really puzzled by these ppls, i mean seriously! no offense but mostly r hongkies with this tiny dog in their fancy doggie bag. as though the reason they r having them is to put up a show. is like...

"lets go sit in a cafe so we can display our tiny dog on a red fancy pillow "

they dont let their dog play with other dogs at all!! so damn bloody protective, this is not the whole point of having a pet!

So! regarding the drunk picture on the previous entry, kelly was horrified by that big pic. well, what do u care and pls watch out for hot thai food, u cant take spicy remember? otherwise big diarhea is on ur way..hehe

ok back to the drunk pic, i just came back from a nepalese new year party.it was in one of dannsu's suppliers place. we didnt even stay till the main course but the appertizers were already ohhhhh~~ curry lamb,lime potatoes stuff, momo(nepalese pot stickers) and lotsa beers...hehe, but i seriously love the way they played with their spices, kinda similiar to Indian food but feel healthier. Dinner was at 8 and we started our appertizer at 9something, then an hour passed by, still havent serve main course...sighhhh maybe thats how they do it, it ll take whole night to complete one meal.

I wanted to go becoz no.1 i had to study which obviously i didnt coz of the beer.
no.2 one of the guys there kept telling dirty jokes, not any other ordinary one, but about me and darling!! is like "is important to keep a young wife happy otherwise other will." then finished up with a dirty laughter as he was lookign at me.urg!! disgusting old man! blah! i was too high to care anyway.

mabuk

im drunk again~



happy easter! hv a good long weekend, cheers!

a so not cool prank!

after 3 days of "doing nothing" i started on my library quests again, as usual, i surfed net for the first half an hour...and when i was at it, this fren of mine (which his parent are customers of ours) signed in with his nick something about suicide, then he kept "popping" up with diff "suicide nicks" something bout cutting his wrists, at one point pictures of his wrists cut deeply with blood all over the place.

i was horrified! i sent him a nudge n he didnt reply, i threated that i will call his parent n he finally told me that it was a prank to his frens.

WHAT THE HELL! thats not cool man! i still got concerned so i got darling to call him to make sure everything was ok and he was giggled on the phone!?

DUDE! it was SO NOT COOL!

anyway, today i returned the scuba hoodie that i been wanted for long long time, becoz seriously, $100 for a hoodie, thats just ridiculous, the store guy gave me a look but watever...

bye bye hoodie

early bird dinner?

is 646am on a friday morning, and i been awake since 4am, i been trying to sleep but dunno why the hell i went n drink a whole glass of ice tea! oh GREAT!!

mean time, im hungry n there's nothing to eat...and im missing all these fooooood

best asam laksa ever!! by kek lok see n penang.

I mean look at that!!!!!!! oh i feel saliva in my mouth.


how bout oily oily char kuey teow!




i know i make good curry laksa, *ahem!* haha, but look at this....


cheong fan!!!


wat about some fancy dinner? the whole nine yards....


oh somebody pls kill me! i feel like jamming a fork in my eyes.

poisoned mushroom

i gave pooky his fancy dog food two nites ago, he was happily jumpy n finished everything within 5 minutes. about two hours later, he woke up from sleep n walked blurly to the washroom (where we were) n vomitted all over the place, so we figured maybe darling had given him too many treats during the day n he felt sick, he was so weak....

the next morning, on the way out, we found a half eaten mushroom laying in the garden, this garden is bit weird, every year one or two mushrooms will grow out. and we assumed is a poison one. now we figured the reason of him being sick...anyway he's ok now.



so we been told we r very canadian, just becoz we renovated our bathroom, coz thats wat canadian do? home improvement. bullshit!
so we been shopping at home depot these two days, once we were there, there were so many projects ran through our mind, changed the kitchen floor, counters, lighting...etc, but we can only afford so much, so this year we'll just do the bathroom.

not really big project, paint the wall, door and more importantly, darling changed the sink n counter so it look a million times better becoz the old one kinda cracked.and he did all the plumbing job all by himself!! isnt that impressive?

im so annoyed with my neighbour, he came over last night as darling was installing the sink, he said he wanna helped, as the bathroom is so small n there were stuff all over the place, so i said:" sure he can used some help but im afraid there wont be any room" , then he responded in a very hak yan zang way!

when i was in the corridor, i over heard he said " ur wife was trying to kick me out" , fucking idiot!? u r damn right , i dont like u in my house, so get out!!

bunnies in my campus..arent they cute?

capsule hotel

if any of you is considering a super tight budget to Japan, the capsule hotel is one of ur options. according to Butch is about c$20-30 a night, is a pretty good deal considering how crazy the expenses in Japan are.

see the cubicle?


thats that!! you ll hv ur personal window sometime. if ur familiar with ANTM, in cycle 3,the models were staying in these during their stay in Japan.


got TV also!


good nite~ *yawn*

i need hair extension

first final today was bizzard, as if the day wasnt bad enough, i tell u wat, my hair cut was one of those is nice when i just got it cut, i washed it the minute i came home and turned out to be a disaster.

really, i wasnt suppose to cut it at the first place.

i picked up some razor technique from the stylist, and shaved n shaved on my own, but still.....

anyway, wat is done is done. can it go any shorter? like Mollie sue's. but i really dont dare...

the bad hair cut is so unmotivating, i gave up on losing weight too, eat whatever the hell i want and quit going to gym.

should i zi kam toh lok like that?

urg! im so depress....

is gonna be ok....

yesterday was a saturday, a rainy saturday, see the thing with ppl in victoria is, when they sun is out, everybody is on the street..okok just picture this cartoon scenario, see this cloudy sunny day, where the cloud are moving, sun is out, ppl walking on the street, cloud block the sun, *zooooooop!* ppl run inside building, so very ironic.

anyway my point is, Dannsu sale on saturday was less than $10, ever since March, the Sales has dropped big time compare to last year. This is really worrying us , i mean with this big mortgage to carry, we cant afford to let the business flow down like that. I know he spoke to quite a few retailers and biz has been ironicly slow these two months, yet we cant help to hv the paranoid thought that this might be becoz of the new location.

Darling realised this cant go on anymore..so he put in some effort, putting out feature furniture outside the store,hired interior designer to decorate the window (which not a very good job has been done), hanging windchimes by the canopy at the entrance to attract more ppl in.

see, b4 this, i often walk up the street from the old store and will literally pass by the new store, to me, is just a whole stretch of hidden stores covered by this ugly long canopy. and i never knew what kinda stores were in there and obviously had never stepped into one. We desperately wanted one of the location becoz is on johnson st and is just 6 doors up the street, so desperate that the only way we could get that spot is to buy lonewolf gallery's biz, so we did.

is this all worth it? geeeeeeez i cant wait to get out to work to help out with the financial.

i keep telling darling n myself, one's life will never be smooth sailing all the way, there are obviously ups and downs, try to find ways to solve things when ur in trouble, if this doesnt work, try somewhere else? Calgary is a good potential, ppls r rich and there arent any this kinda store around at all!

I mean yea during winter is 20feet of snow there, but to be supportive, im willing to move anyway he goes, im here after all arent i?

cut cut cut again!

This morning, i was just so frustrated with my hair, i mean it look so

bulky from the side and the back, just so dull looking! it was

different from the day that i cut it, i dunno WHY! so anyway i spent

another 50$ cutting my hair again, what the hell! this time i brought

my laptop again showed her jayla's after make over hair cut. and i also

said i duwan it too short.














turned out... it look quite similar, but still kinda bob cut-ish

looking, i think i dont look so messy, who knows! maybe few days later

im gonna hate it again n cut it shorter.. did i make a mistake cutting

my hair at the very first place?












Spoke to my sister n found out that one of my cousin is getting

married this June, why such a rush?! reason being is, her bf's grandpa

just passed away, n according to their family's rule, if theres any

marrige or celebration kinda events has to be done within 100 days or

the next time is 3 years later, so thats why they r having it in such a

short notice. *shrug*





i found out some pretty good deal pre-wedding shoot package from

cousin's studio and enquired bout it, am i throwing  a wedding

soon too!?





you see ! *wink~*

I want a goldendoodle

after a long hour of study yesterday,my brain was so exchausted. while waiting for darling to come pick me up in school, my face chao kanasai, but the minute i saw pooky, it instantly changed my expression, made me forget about all the tireness.

we discovered a new park for dog and is located in my campus, that park is esp famous to bring puppy coz is all fenced up. so we went check it out yesterday and we met Molly - the sweetest goldendoodle, she's only 4 months and she's the sweetest thing, with this super super non shedding soft coat. and every now and then she will just curl up right by ur leg and want u to cuddle with her.


her owner got her from a breeder up in comox (which is 3 hours drive) for $1400, they will grow up to be pretty big, remember Gus ? he was a huge dog with the sweetest puppy face. But we could also get one that cross with miniture poodle, so it ll turned out to be a medium size dog, i ve checked the price, is $1700. I think my mom will fucking kill me if she found out that i pay RM5100 for a dog, but they hv bunch of puppies ready to take home this June.

i mean look at them, maybe is worth it to screw the trip back home or London this August eh?

results of ANTM last nite

A lil announcement, i ve uploaded quite a few video into this blog, but been told alot of u cant view it, becoz i was stupid enough to set the video private, so now the setting been changed, feel free to go browse , i mean if u want to.

I was so dissapointed at the results of ANTM last night!

I mean....


total dissapointment!!!

they sent mollie sue home!! one of my favourite gal, well...becoz of her fierce red n sharp hair style, i wish i hv the face to pull of such hair cut.

i mean, look at her...




due all of their performance, i think they should send Brooke home instead, she just doesnt hv the model personality.





I mean out of everybody!!! why Mollie sue?! she s one of the strongest girl.

as much as i think Jade is a bitch bitch bitch, i wouldnt want her to be gone, becoz they wouldnt be any cat fights, its always to keep the bitch till the last, come to think about it, that was always the case,like...
Robyn from c1, Camille from c2, eva was the winner in c3

she has a strong gettho look doesnt she? *pik pak!*


mean while...look how much has pooky changed

The evilness in everybody

I ve came across MANY selfish ppls, as though like, it hurts them too much to share with others, although there was nothing to lose.

i really feel like breaking up this ppls brain n see whats on their mind, stop keeping things to urself! i do believe this thing call karma.

urg! anyway....

few days ago we came across this lost pinchers in the dog park, i ve been having this thought of kidnapping other's dog, but then again when i tot about the feeling if somebody else kidnapped pooky, it was just way too hard.
but just the thought of get to keep the lost dog for one day, unfortunately when we were about to leash her up, her owner showed up. darn!

now, see that was an example of selfish thought, we just simply ignore other's feeling, well i know every human being has at least a tiny bit of that evilness in them, i mean come on, who's perfect? to be honest, i have ALOT of evil thoughts in me, esp when im sooo angry at someone, i could imagine all sort of bad things i could do that one person n that kinda satisfied me, sometime when i share this kinda evil ideas with darling, and he always claim me as a horrible horrible person who will burn in hell! but come on! dont i hv the right to at least imagine?

for ex, remember i used to work in this b&b and was treated badly? there was once i bumped into the couple who owns it on the street, i was too excited to see someone i know, i was like :" oh i know them!" without thinking who are they. so i just gave them a very friendly kute mute wave, but they responded coldly. ever since then! even until now!! i feel like sneaking to their yard in the middle of the nite n pour those greasy paint on their nice red sport car, grrrrrr!!!!

but then of coz, none of those thoughts were executed.

how nice if we could just do whatever the fuck we want without have to be responsible to most importantly - our ownself. In that way nobody has to ever hold their grudge behind. I mean seriously to think bout those ppls who hurted me b4, sometime the heartache is still there. maybe after all im not so carefree eh?

how fear factor are u?

U know one of those morning when theres no time to get cup of coffee, that the morning when u will doze off in the class, right after my first morning class, I couldnt help but skipped the next class n get to the place where there are few sofas around, I was lucky to find the single seat sofa, covered up my hood n kick back with a foot stool n snored for more than an hour. To be thinking how uncomfortable n awkward my sleeping position will be, but it was the best nap I ever had.

Could ve gone longer, but a phone called woke me up. Darling got some emergency problem with certain part of his body n he was so in pain that he had to go home. So I cut my nap short n skipped the library in the afternoon too.

The interior designer , sarsi came in today to decorate our display window, Andrew recommended her. Talking about Andrew remind me of a funny conversation I overheard of him n darling on the phone.

Andrew: yea you should try out sarsi, she s pretty good with the window display
Darling: okok ill give her a shout, wat hv u slept with her b4?
Andrew: (serious voice)no but my wife did

And he wasnt kidding!

Darling was like : errr wow, I dunno what to say to that..

Apparently his wife is a very open kinda person, willing to try new things.

NOW! How much further will u go to try out new things? Ever thought about how adventurous urself are?

will u have sex with the same sex(providing ur straight u know), how bout trying trisom?

Bungee jumping? Sky diving?

Chewing on bug snack in Thailand flea market. I met this guy who told me that he tried fried beetle, he described the texture is like peanut buttle with nutty taste, urg! How bout fried cricket, grasshoppers etc…I dunno If im able to do that.

For u white ppls! Chicken feets, pigs blood n frog legs are all new things to try, arent you bored with that good ol steak? Elyse mentioned that she had tried all these crazy food in hk ( well maybe not so crazy for us Chinese) , theres a saying that Chinese will eat any 4 legged animals they could possibly find. Thats a stereotype, im so not like that ok?

curious about ur ability n how far ur willing to go trying those mentioned above?

life is so short pals, give it a thought!

hair cut mission : accomplished

finally i cut my hair short, it was so silly of me to bring the laptop the the salon, it was super super busy, coz of the charity event, and while i was waiting, somebody right the bell, calling that was their 100th service. last year they raised more than 10k for the hospital.

anyway, i opened up my laptop n showed the stylist jayla's hair cut (i asked for b4 the make over), it wasnt this picture that i showed, but i paused one of the antm episode.

didnt turn out the same does it? mine was bit shorter, but im loving it! this is my kindergarten hair style, with less layers textures and bang.finally i got rid of all my damaged broom hair!

the next hair cut is gonna be shorter than this!! i just know...


yesterday we were suppose to go to jim's for bon fire, but it was raining, so we decided to call a lil drinking party. quite a number of ppls showed up, lotsa food we ate, very very sinful, ate at the taiwanese restaurant for dinner, then jim showed up with bunch of cheeseburgers and fries, half an hour later, i made some dumplings, an hour later we ordered two large pizzas....my oh my! when ur drunk, u just couldnt careless eh?



me n lynn being romantic, we went for hair cut together today.


i was soooooooooooo drunk at the end of the night, but not during this pic though, i was just pretending to be drunk

In need of a new hair cut

is been almost 3 months since the last time i had my hair cut, although is not really out of shape that i desperately need one but i still want Jayla 's hair cut ever since forever, but the only pro is i dont hv jayla 's face. Heard theres a salon around town where theres a kinda software to work around to choose ur perfect hairstyle.

and theres another one with a charity event tomorrow, 25$ each cut n they all go to victoria general hospital.

do i really want it short?

but i know i want a new me! im just gonna tell the stylist that i want it different n let him/her work with it.

this is a milestone of my life.